Mr. Vegas Rap - Itz Just Me lyrics

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It's just me (x5)I can't help who I amHate myself wish I canGo to hell and start againYeah just wanna close my eyesAnd die toniteI try to fightTha fact that it's appearing that I'm dealingWith a feeling that is healing herBut really it's just peeling me apartI'm kneeling in the darkWhile I'm bleeding and I'm scarredThis pain is eating at my heartIt really hurts so muchIt hurts too much to touchBut when I cut I get a rushSo I cut until I gush cuz it's a mustFuck this life because it sucksBut I like this Knife Called LustDespite this fight is tuffI just can't abide or hideThe fact that I've been lied toBy youI don't know why I tried toTie you downNow I'm a clownFor fallin for yaBut just go he's callin for yaSo turn around bitch just leaveI can't help it it's just meBut please keep tryingPlease I'm dyingI need you to cease my cryingI see you and it's peace I findBut I need to atleast go blindCause all I see:Black hallways deepI close my eyes and always sleepI dream about my music lifeI scream and shout "Shit! Screw this life!"It looks just like I threw this knifeInto the right ideaBut at night I tearAnd makeup smearsI feel I looseI've been abused and usedIt's just too cute for you too chooseSo all I do is listen toDeuce and Truth some Jeffree Star, Em, Dre, Pac and Colette CarrAnd when they stop that's when we startBreaking heartsIt aint that hardIt's just me (x6)We all make mistakes, you gotta learn to forgiveWhen you learn how to love then you know how to liveTo recieve you gotta giveits a tease yes it isBut we breathe for these kidsOn our knees just to giveAn offeringThis society is softeningWe let these feelings burn awayAnd when we heal we run astrayIt's fun to say someones to blameI hate to say I'm made this wayBut everday I feel the sameIs this real- this game?Cuz all I feel is painThis game is just to damn insaneIt's just me (x6)(You discust me, but it's just me) ahahahaSick with myself but I got noone else so Igive it to myself it's the onlyThing that helpsIt's the same thing this pain thing that keeps me from sleepingAnd screaming that god I must be motha fucking dreamingAnd I can rest in peace and at least cease to beI see the sickness that's in meThis is all that I can be, I can't breathe as I bleed but it's just meSo I wont call myself a playaCuz I don't mean to say thaShit I do sometimesIt's those two dumb linesThat screw my mindAnd it happens oh so fastI imaginged it would lastBut it's happened in the pastI just haven't learned from thatBut sometimes I don't understandIf this shit was just her planHer little joke to make me chokeBy use of rope to slit my throatI bet she hopes I overdoseOn loads of cokeBut no I wontI don't do drugs and I don't smokeBut am I ever sober? nopeI need a four leaf clover broBefore it's really over yoI wanna know where imma goShow me my directionNo it's my conceptionAlways in depressionI feel like she's messinWith meBut bitch pleaseThis shits deepBut it's meIt's just me (x6)It's cruel for you to laughBut it's true so do the math18 lives and then I break nineWhen it's cake timeYou just make time to hate my great mindIt's a basic hate crimeBut I aint tryin"vegas take a break" fineFuck that! Cut that parrt outCuz I'm going all outAll-a-a-alll outAll out right nowGet loudlights outHaha mr vegas rapNine lives, ATGE, vegas nationFat boi productions on the beat(Yeah, and we out dawg)I can't help it girl, it's just me I can't control it. but I do know, I loveYou, haha peace(Automated voicemail): I am sorry T Master, the number you have reached isNot bisexual, and can not be contacted until you are straight, or do notLike males. thanks, you will be transfered to a client after this messageFrom Truth...