Moker - Last Note lyrics

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Yo listen up. This song goes out to Rodney Hulin<br />

He was a prisoner in Texas, hung himself on January 26, 1996<br />

Before that he wrote a suicide letter. This is what he wrote<br />

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To: all my family, friends that I ever knew, <br />

It's been very difficult to live a good stable live.<br />

From the very beginning when a was a small child, <br />

I was abused sexually, emotionally, mentally and physically by my father<br />

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But I forgive him for what he has done in my life.<br />

I can't live mistreated, lied and stolen from.<br />

Most of all being hurt for all the things you have done.<br />

I've been behind bars for 8 year of my life.<br />

From the very beginning when I was a small child, <br />

I was abused sexually and physically by my father.<br />

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I'm very sorry to end my life this way<br />

But if I don't do this someone else surely will.<br />

I truly regret all the shit I've said.<br />

I wish that I could take it all back.<br />

But in the end I will be better off dead.<br />

I'm very sorry to end my life this way.<br />

I truly regret all the shit I've said.<br />

I wish that I could take it all back.<br />

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I'm saying I rather die on my free will<br />

Than be killed, that's why I must do this.<br />

Before I go, when I say being hurt, I found forgiveness.<br />

For those who have hurt me in my life.<br />

Which has been a very short one, only 17 fucking years, <br />

Since I was placed in prison July 31.<br />

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I have found myself to be more mental and emotionally<br />

Destroyed than I have ever been caused by these four walls.<br />

I want all of my family, friends including my current girlfriend<br />

Misty Mosher, to know that I love them all even after this cruel act.<br />

I wish I could be with you all but spiritually I definitely am.<br />

I'm very sorry to hurt all of you this way.<br />

That's why I wrote this last note.