Mike Lee - What's Become of Me lyrics
rate meI don’t know what’s to become of me
I don’t know what’s to become of me
Praying for strength ‘cause lord knows I need it
I mean it, broken down speed
Feeling like in life I’ve cheated
Took a seat with the devil, now I’m heating
Could’ve sold my soul for the things I never needed
More ones than me, more blunts, no seeds in my way
Your turn to believe this
Strikes in me the blasphemy, I’m giving up
What’s left of me, sum of all your choices is your destiny
I don’t mean to sound bitter about my past
But there’s some shit I can’t grasp
It’s hard to let it be, whether you love me or you hate me
Just giving you Mike Lee
Whether it’s high or low you rank me, this actions are a lesson
Lessons are a blessing so either way you should thank me
Regardless of how did pain me, fuck it, my life’s in the public
I’m stuck with false perceptions, you know that fuck shit
Hold on
I don’t know what’s to become of me
I don’t know what’s to become of me
Reflecting on certain women, our lust is searching for love
Still, I’m spitting my heart like it’s that OJ blood
Guess it don’t live here, closing by insecurity
Too much power I gave in, in the past year
Thoughts darker than a devil’s mind
Tripping off a few beers, you’re full of hope
Like it’s the New Yearn, new born, the static gears
Always spreading, fresh Nike shoes on
Asking from the public, Mike what the fuck is you doing?
Can I leave, stress about why it is what it is
Twisted from it all, fall from a star but shine brighter than the ones you’ve seen before
Against myself with the whirlwind, the worst happens when I force it
Said like those can’t cool, I take it as a condiment
I’m not ashamed, of that we’re more like fingerprints
Look, some of us still ain’t the same
Revolutionary televised, all this dark shit is pumping through my veins
I don’t know what’s to become of me
I don’t know what’s to become of me
Frustration got me popping shit to create a buzz
Now I gotta prove ‘em I’m just as good as I probably never was
I’ll precede this time judge, been deceived way too much
Pain to trust makes it harder to love, ain’t nothing certain
It’s nothing worse than giving up on your belief
Just ask the strength of another person
Why suffer willingly, couldn’t care less who’s feeling me
Bring successive ground, misery, create hostility
You can never say never ‘cause life is full of possibilities
So unrestricted, plan ahead, envision these dreams, making it vivid
Confident although I seem timid, insecure also, I mean I’m authentic
What you heard about me?
I’m consistent with change, my evolution is contradictions
I mix with politics and with the proper names
See them stars, gotta … plain, so I’m not ashamed of where I came
Or who I became, through respect
I don’t know what’s to become of me
I don’t know what’s to become of me
Seduced by hoes, …, rock a petite lingerie night ware
I give them pleasure like awakened from a nightmare
You think life fair? ‘Cause to us is unfair
Same hell, different themes, universal problems that we all share
Longevity depends on how well we prepare
Survival of the fittest, only the strongest suddenly care
Takes upon the people to mend this and stare
These men who know how violence my brain is located inside of theirs
Split with those guns and let 40s bite those bare tops
I represent murder one, emotion like a tear drop
You pray hard, you fail and I push haters to the side
Keep the … out of year shot, swallow you pride
They tell me swallow my pride but through adversity
Half of my heart was burnt alive, most of you died
Digging up the skeletons I’ve hoped never be the memories
Make your heart that cold, damn
I don’t know what’s to become of me
I don’t know what’s to become of me