Mike Dreams - Losing Myself lyrics
rate meEh, right
I just don’t know
You know, what’s happening right now but uh
I need some kind of you know uh, direction
Yeah, uh
I guess I’m just living for the night
Don’t remember how I got here
Lying in this right here, wishing I was not here
A combination of blurry visions and bad decisions
A sad collision sitting with one of the baddest women
With ulterior motives, but I don’t even notice
Too busy caught up, just living for the moment
And loving everything right now
It’s like I want it even if it isn’t real
But it’s simply how I feel
Flesh is taking over, conscious with unconscious
I know it ain’t right
But I’m constantly unbalanced
Just trying to fill a void, I need it I swear I need it
Even though I should probably leave it,
I’m staying, best believe it
Cause in this lonely road
I ain’t trying to be alone
It’s late and I don’t think that I would even make it home
My mind’s racing, I’m confusing myself
Tonight I think I’m losing myself
And I hear’em praying, praying
No no, no no, no no
No no, no no, no no
No no, no no, no no
But I just keep on saying, saying
I know, I know, I know
I know, I know, I know
I know, I know, I know
My whole life feels like a show that nobody showed up to
Like they opened up the curtain and it’s just you
No lies for my eyes
With just two still I stay faced
Think a shot at generation that curses
Telling me drink up
I said I’ll never touch it
But somewhere along the way
It made a sway in my discussion
My world moving slow like I’m, sipping on Robitussin, double cupping
Leaning on people I would then be trusting
Right mind but something happens when it’s night time
I mess around and start thinking about my night time
And all the bad things sitting on my lifeline
And all the wrong things happen at the right time
I did some soul searching hoping that I might find
Some of the answers but instead I felt
Just a metaphor for the sickness in addiction
Talking to myself but I ain’t trying to listen
And I hear’em praying, praying
No no, no no, no no
No no, no no, no no
No no, no no, no no
But I just keep on saying, saying
I know, I know, I know
I know, I know, I know
I know, I know, I know
God please, take me away from these mistakes I’m making
Giving into temptation, me I’m just impatient
Complacent life, maybe that’s why I stay awake at night
Thinking bout my future trying to figure out my place in life
Friday night’s sins, Saturday’s regrets
Living in repentance, one day I’m feeling blessed
Tuesday I’m still living, Wednesday I start slipping
Thursday I’m getting anxious, Friday I’m back sitting
In that very same position, chilling with random women
Desires for new beginnings
Going in a cycle, the reason I’m going psycho
Swinging in the devil’s playground, it’s all of this time idol
I know I shouldn’t be here, I’m starting not to care
Cause in this state of mind this isn’t there
Please forgive me for abusing myself
I need help I think I’m losing myself
And I hear’em praying, praying
No no, no no, no no
No no, no no, no no
No no, no no, no no
But I just keep on saying, saying
I know, I know, I know
I know, I know, I know
I know, I know, I know
Let me come
Let me come
And I hear’em praying, praying
No no, no no, no no
No no, no no, no no
No no, no no, no no
But I just keep on saying, saying
I know, I know, I know
I know, I know, I know
I know, I know, I know
Let me come
