Macklemore and Ryan Lewis - Kevin lyrics
rate meFt. Leon Bridges
(Verse)
I seen pain, I felt the losses
Attended funerals and seen coffins
Twenty one years old, an angel was lost here
Wings clipped by the grip of eighty milligram sniffs of oxycontin
Everyday through the nostrils
Never went away, never does it stop there
Death a line or two away and a couple tall cans
Cause you never know when God is goin' to call, man
Precious, what we all share
I said peace at 5:30, the next time that I saw him was in the hands of the pallbearer
What if I would've neva gone and dropped him off there?
Blamin' myself, in hysterics, screaming 'It's not fair'
Twenty one years old with a book of rhymes he was goin' to recite to the globe
Only thing to numb the pain besides that shit in his nose
He was goin' to quit tomorrow, we're all goin' to quit tomorrow
Just get us through the weekend, and then Monday follows
Then it's Wednesday, then it's 'fuck it, I'm already feelin' hollow'
Might as well go crack a seal and might as well go chug a bottle
Might as well go pop a pill and band-aid that problem
And escape this world, vacate this world
Cause I hate myself
No praying's goin' to cure this pain
(Hook: Leon Bridges)
Doctor, please, give me a dose of the American Dream
Put down the pen and look in my eyes
We're in the waitin' room and sumethin' ain't right
All this is on you, we're overprescribed
(Verse 2: Macklemore)
For me and Kev
He went up in jail, institutions are dead
And with our lives, we play Russian Roulette
And try to find a life where we could be content
Cause for us, we're just trying to minimize the fear of being alive
And now my lil brother is in the sky
From a pill that a doctor prescribed
That a drug dealing billion dollar industry supplied
And the cops never go and profile at night
Yeah, the, the, the orange plastic with the white top they sell to you
Has us looking for the answers and that instead of you
Quick fix, whateva will do
We just goin' to neglect the truth
Because a doctor with a license played God and said it's cool
Played God and said it's cool
But me? I don't blame Kev or his mom freebasin' while pregnant with him
I blame the pharmacy companies
And country that spends trillions fightin' the war they supplyin' themselves
Politicians and business and jail
Public defenders and judges who fail
Look at Kevin, look at Kevin
Now he's wrapped in plastic
First dealer was his mom's medicine cabinet
Got anxiety, betta go and give him a Xanax
Focus, give him Adderall, sleep, give him Ambien
Till he's walkin' 'round the city looking like a mannequin
Ups and downs, shootin' up prescriptions you're handing him
So America, is it really worth it? I'm asking you
(Hook)
(Outro: Leon Bridges)
Doctor, your medicine and your methods
Can't cure my disease without killing me
You're killin' me, you're killin' me (x2)
Doctor, your medicine and your methods
Can't cure my disease without killing me
You're killin' me, you're killin' me (x2)