Leviathan (USA, Colorado) - Are First Loves Forgotten? lyrics

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I was always so good at selecting words<br />

To hurt rather than heal<br />

Busy premeditating verbal murder<br />

We should have instated a code of silence between us<br />

Instead of choosing to speak, every something was wrong<br />

Forcing feelings, tiring ourselves out<br />

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Many times without a doubt,<br />

Shutting up might have saved us<br />

My fingerprints washed off your body<br />

Kisses wiped from your lips<br />

Inspection couldn't find a mark left behind<br />

Or proof of the time I spent inside you, beside you<br />

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With all the skin we shared, I'm scared<br />

You've taken back what I mistook as my own<br />

Causalities spared, judgement impaired<br />

For what cause was I disowned?<br />

Are first loves forgotten?<br />

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Open words with a closing, to insight a battle<br />

Overhead glances invite free interpretations<br />

Jealously vows a way to get back at me suddenly<br />

It's over with no time to explain<br />

I was honest with someone, when honesty wouldn't work<br />

Again paths crossing, feeling secure<br />

Long enough to catch my reflection, rejection<br />

In a way you can say that everything in life<br />

Has an expiration date<br />

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Running out of breath<br />

Running to your rescue<br />

Signing to donate my heart<br />

Finding it's been rejected by incompatible blood types,<br />

Complications and misunderstandings<br />

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Close your eyes when your lips are covering my mouth<br />

Or you don't mean it.<br />

I wish some insight would have come to me<br />

Before self surgery<br />

You see, I wasn't the first to have torn into my chest<br />

To win you over<br />

But for me it is over and that is to say<br />

You won't be missed<br />

Wait, before you say good-bye,<br />

Let me take a picture to remember<br />

Not to meet you again in another life,<br />

Or in another's body<br />

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We have to stop meeting like this