Killem - Shut In Myself lyrics

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People get shocked when I arrive<br />

To this wheelchair I am chained<br />

But my mind's alive<br />

Trapped in this broken shell<br />

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Trying to control my spasms<br />

While my dribble stains my clothes<br />

And my eyes are begging<br />

"please take my hand"<br />

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I only need understanding, <br />

I am not dead yet<br />

I don't wanna be shut in myself, <br />

I wanna run away<br />

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I am trying to express myself<br />

But my mouth won't say a word<br />

I would like to stand up<br />

Shouting my name<br />

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If only I could understand<br />

Why god did this to me?<br />

A misdrawn caricature<br />

That's what I am<br />

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I only need understanding, <br />

I am not dead yet<br />

I don't wanna be shut in myself, <br />

I wanna run away<br />

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You can see the same again, <br />

People are pitying me<br />

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My life lies in others' hands<br />

Like a puppet without strings<br />

I'm completely useless, <br />

But they're keeping me alive<br />

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Who cares about what I do?<br />

If my fate's already sealed<br />

I think they must let me<br />

Follow my way<br />

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I only need understanding, <br />

I am not dead yet<br />

I don't wanna be shut in myself, <br />

I wanna run away<br />

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You can see the same again, <br />

People are pitting me<br />

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Am I dreaming? Am I dead?<br />

All my thoughts are sinking into the void<br />

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I can stand up, now I can explain<br />

All I've felt throughout this endless pain<br />

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I am falling into the unknown<br />

Darkness never seemed so bright before<br />

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For this poison, I have to thank<br />

The friendly hand that finally freed my soul