Kidd - Insomnia Vacation lyrics

rate me

ft. Derek Luh

When I press record they don't wanna hear me out

Feeling like too much on my mind, still tryna let it out

Wishing words could speak it for me without writing them down

I had a date with destiny, hope time will take me out

I'm kinda scared wondering what I'm doing here

Taking notes about my life and why these problems still appear

I got a lot of questions, looking for some answers from me

I got a lot of blessing, don't deserve what God has showed me

People look up to me, like how am I gonna please my fans?

You on a high pedestal, they forget that you a man

I don't deserve the titles, I don't deserve the hate

'Cause when you doing good everybody think you great

When you ain't got no food everybody think you ate

Money hungry, media tryna feast

And when you tell the truth they look at you like you the beast

Like I'm dead wrong, that's why I'm dead broke

'Cause I refuse to speak about things that don't bring hope

Why I refuse to be an idle puppet on a rope

I'm a irregular rapper, a light with luminous

Why you judging me with some labels that cause division?

Hope that Jesus bring healing throughout the nations

And I quit crying 'bout money and keep on being patient

I pray the nations get educated and see the lies

I hope our youth can start reading and look between the lines

Instead of tweeting and twerking on Instagram and Vine

And that the truth can continue to purify the mind

I'm so lost in the title of what is right and wrong

Feeling conviction every single time I write a song

Feeling affliction when I think that being single's wrong

Like why I'm looking for a crocked Christian, mingle on

Feeling division when I try to stay connected

They only want a connection when they looking for a blessing

This insomnia, insomnia vacation

Yes, yes, yes, yes

This insomnia, insomnia vacation

Welcome

I'm tired of all the lies, we all promise, yeah, we'll see

Insomniac, like I rest my mind, don't sleep

I'd rather count money than ready count sheep

They say money talk but talk is real cheap

They walking like some real Gs, Gs move in silence

But when the time comes they ain't never heard of violence

I'm a man so square rubbed but I ain't never been the ally

Now, but man, my family move out to an island

Secluded, polluted, if I say it I'mma do it

Make a couple grand off a show, it's nothing, keep it moving

And I can't fail now, I got some haters, I'mma prove them

Wrong, wrong when they sleep on

I mind my own business, mind yours, homie, keep on

Your style kinda tacky like you throwing something cheap on

Know you won't admit it but you creep on 'cause we on

This insomnia, insomnia vacation

Yes, yes, yes, yes

This insomnia, insomnia vacation

Welcome

I feel like all my dreams been keeping me awake

How long will it take?

I feel like all my dreams been keeping me awake

How long will this take?