Johnny Rain - Animosity / Dear Xodi lyrics

rate me

Ft. James Blake

(Part I: Animosity)

(Verse: Johnny Rain)

I've been workin' off the ave all week

I ain't tryin' to hear a melody

Talkin' whateva ya have on me

You don't wanna see my salary

What do you love?

All you dream is my reality

Don't be trippin', don't be mad at me

I been livin' out a bag all week

Bitch, follow suit

You don't think I do but I know you

I ain't thinkin' about her or you

I been thinkin' about her on you

Like 1 on 2

Who do you love?

Call me daddy while I cum on you

I think I'ma make you cum for me

I've been feelin' kind of numb all week

But I'll fuck you right

(Verse 2: Johnny Rain)

I've been tryin' to get it all

How come you don't ever talk?

Why am I the only one who calls?

How come you don't get involved?

Oh Lord

I've been goin' thru' some (shit)

I try not to cry at all

But I can't lie, I kind of ball

Smokin' sum' ... wait, hol' up!

Smokin' somethin' for the four

Alcohol ain't it at all

Popping up that P.M.

I ain't talkin' Tylenol

Oh God

I've been goin' thru' withdrawals

Dreamin' that one day I ball

Dreamin' that one day I ball

(Hook)

I've got so much animosity in my heart

I've got so much animosity in my heart

In my, yeah

(Part II: Dear Xodi)

(Verse)

It's 2 a.m. and my minds gone

Tryin' to figure out what I'm on

Open bottle pourin' that I could die on

Drowning out the sound of my Lion

All the nights of hearin' him cry long

Even I'm in need of a shoulder to cry on

But I got to act like I'm strong

Alone tryin' to figure how Ima buy some

Fuckin' diapers for my son

When I don't even know how I'ma keep the lights on

I swear like

Shit was all good couple years ago

High rides in the city slow

High lives, sumethin' spiritual

22 on my hip for any nigga that's

Plottin' to come and get me though

And you

Havin' trouble stayin' consistent

Knowin' we were built for commitment

But honestly, I'm so used to everybody that isn't

That I don't know how to be it myself anymore, I'm trippin'

Shit, I need some guidance

And you might look at me different

I know this ain't what we envisioned

I just wonder if you see me fightin'

Cuz I remember just startin', When me and Mary just parted

And shit it might've been nothin' to few

Cuz there were so many flaws and I still don't know what you saw in me or

How I got so lucky with you

But at that point there was nothin' to lose

Im still fuckin' with you

I swear after dealin' with flaky niggas

Like Joel, CL, and YG

Relations wearin' thinner than Rose, Neelam, Ali

Its gettin' harder to trust the people I see

They think it's harder on them, it's tougher for me

But don't ever stop puttin' on for the boy

Some people pray for my fall

Those things I choose to ignore

In fact, I'm startin' to think I was betta off before

You and I against the world

Forever yours

OD nigga for real

(Outro: James Blake)

It's red to me

Cuz I don't know any different that you're proud of me

It's red to me

And I don't know any different that you're proud of me

(That you're proud of me)