Joe Budden - Angel In My Life lyrics

rate me

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<i>[Verse 1]</i><br>

Let's look behind the Swarovski crystals <br>

Behind the .50 calibers and the pistols <br>

Misused, pardoned self got to excuse, my issues <br>

For me to have you a ritual <br>

But, I ain't as crazy as I seem to be <br>

It's just that nothin' is the way that is seem's to me <br>

Im feelin' less then, druggin' him up with anti-depressents <br>

In essence im threatenin my character asessment <br>

Truth told, I figure a few hoe's <br>

Mixed with some new clothes should cover my loop holes <br>

If I'm misundersttod or mis-guided <br>

Started when they passed the L' said 'just try it' <br>

When I don't wanna get out of bed I just fight it <br>

Sometimes I don't eat for days I just diet <br>

Only live once so if I just like it <br>

I aint even checkin' the price, I just buy shit <br>

I'm thinkin that will just hide it <br>

But all it takes is life to ignite shit <br>

I'm thinkin' bout death wonderin' how I'm gonna go <br>

I can't be insane for just wantin' to know <br>

In my head I die often, I used to think of suicide often <br>

Good suit on and a nice coffin <br>

But, that ain't somethin' I would try myself <br>

Still they lock me in this room all by myself <br>

I need a... think I need a..... <br>

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<i>[Verse 2]</i> <br>

They say my symptoms are aggressive <br>

They titled me a compulsive obsessive slash manic depressive <br>

They trying to tell I'm a con and I game niggas <br>

That's one reason I dont even entertain niggas <br>

Not important who they are I won't name niggas <br>

They like to say I got a tendency to blame niggas <br>

I keep fuckin' shit up but keep tryin' <br>

If ya'll would just trust me I wouldn't just keep lyin' <br>

If I had bread I wouldn't be in debt <br>

Let me clarify get in Def <br>

I feel like every time I been less <br>

When ever I invest whenever I inset I feel I'm innept <br>

I try to make them understand but they just won't incept <br>

I tell them four million others I am the templed <br>

There ain't no book that tells a story there ain't no index <br>

We got some different type of cuts and no they ain't princess <br>

All this indigest seemingly in less <br>

How I take in stress when I always went best <br>

Aching in my chest and yet it still won't break me <br>

They say the room is padded for my own safety <br>

But the cushion don't soften shit <br>

They locked the door but still they let my thoughts in it <br>

And no one can tell me why I'm here <br>

I can't even see the sky from here <br>

I guess my time is near<br>

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