JEAN GRAE - Special lyrics
rate meIn a world full of bodies that are moving through the world
Like a movie intro
Introspect, yeah, shuffling along side
Key feathers and ruffle eyes fly below the radar
Even though I know I could sow
I’m all mediocre, meet me in between the four walls, box
Chocking on the times that could bring me greater things
Acting like a king like I’m on it, I know I’m not
Yeah, too scared to give it everything I got
Yes, it’s difficult to shoot ‘em through the top
When you’re feeling like there’s never really anything to aim for
This is what I came for
Little bit of fantasy, little bit of hope instead of closed doors
You know the ones that you shut on yourself?
The ones with all the light up in them
And you can make them bright or dim them
I know that I can be that person, right
The one that people wanna be a person like
So maybe there’s something else out of first life
Worth something, like a birth right
Maybe I wasn’t made for Earth life
I wanna be good at the first light
I wanna be the things I know I aim to serve right
The things I’m worth, right?
Did anybody see it? I want them to know it
I wanna be special
I know that I’m special
Can you see it? Want you to know it, too
Did anybody see it? I want them to know it
I wanna be special
I know that I’m special
Can you see it? Want you to know it, too
Special, special, special
I’m afraid of a lot of things
It’s a lot of work, a full time job monitoring
Myself, my needs, wants, dreams
My health, my needs, front schemes
My keepers were risk takers
I don’t wanna wear a cape just so you can put your faith in it
I wanna be the face of it, your faith
But I don’t wanna put my grace in it
No, wasting potential
Seeking easy roads with direction seems to be the me I know
Protection from intense will, picking easy loads
Resting, easier to be than growth
I’m feeling that maybe it won’t cut it, yeah
And maybe it’s time I started running from fear
Spending more time in the wonder years
Maybe I’ve been blinding myself with wonderment here
I know I could’ve been missing everything
I could’ve been missing everything
Did anybody see it? I want them to know it
I wanna be special
I know that I’m special
Can you see it? Want you to know it, too
Did anybody see it? I want them to know it
I wanna be special
I know that I’m special
Can you see it? Want you to know it, too