Jayday - Fearless Dreamer lyrics

rate me

Fucking dream, yeah, these dreams ain't real

Nightmares and buzzkills

Smoke weed or pop pills

Just to see how these different highs feel

Which ones can put me in the sky so I can see

How being a star feels, I'm a star in her eyes

But I don't feel like that's enough

I need more, I'm selfish, conceited

Don't give a fuck, you only live once

So I'm gonna live it up, unlike these foolish niggas

Who never love enough, somebody told me

"Just stop trying, give it up"

Hope got me feeling courageous

I have a mind full of hatred, I mean it, I mean it

Crack addicts are feigning but I'm no longer dreaming

If I keep on sticking to that "dream" shit like Peter Pan

I'll never progress, I'll never land

A spot on top, and if I keep on making bad decisions

I might end up in the back of Neverland

In this world there's love and there's hatred

And there's always niggas who love to hate shit

They'll do anything to make sure you can't make it

That's probably why I'm so cold

My kindness is an act that I believe is getting old

My sins are really eating at my soul and the pressure

Of keeping an image is starting to take its toll

Oh, I'm fifteen with a grey hair

I'm too young to be stressed, conflict in my life

I'm trying to handle it the best, but

No matter how hard I try to stop the same won't rest

So I'm calling on God, haven't talked or visited

In a while, but even though my father

Didn't stick around, put in a line, or waste his time

For his troubled child, my family says I'm out of control

I'm like "Damn it, I know"

It's 'cause angels are attacking at my soul

I swear that my mind is about to overload

I'm losing control of the story being told, which is my life

So sorry, B-to-the-O, being polite, fuck you the ones

Who think they know me, just know that I got

My fans for support, and it's nothing but love

If I'm fucking with you, homie, I'm balling

I'm taking risks 'cause life is too short to be living in fear

God can take me out as fast as He put me here

So I'm gonna use my gift of rap to provide

Music people want to hear, oh, and as my heart still beats

Pray to the Lord that my soul is to keep

And if I die before I wake, hope I don't meet there

Flying by mistake, oh, yeah

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Thanks to Dub