Fucking dream, yeah, these dreams ain't real
Nightmares and buzzkills
Smoke weed or pop pills
Just to see how these different highs feel
Which ones can put me in the sky so I can see
How being a star feels, I'm a star in her eyes
But I don't feel like that's enough
I need more, I'm selfish, conceited
Don't give a fuck, you only live once
So I'm gonna live it up, unlike these foolish niggas
Who never love enough, somebody told me
"Just stop trying, give it up"
Hope got me feeling courageous
I have a mind full of hatred, I mean it, I mean it
Crack addicts are feigning but I'm no longer dreaming
If I keep on sticking to that "dream" shit like Peter Pan
I'll never progress, I'll never land
A spot on top, and if I keep on making bad decisions
I might end up in the back of Neverland
In this world there's love and there's hatred
And there's always niggas who love to hate shit
They'll do anything to make sure you can't make it
That's probably why I'm so cold
My kindness is an act that I believe is getting old
My sins are really eating at my soul and the pressure
Of keeping an image is starting to take its toll
Oh, I'm fifteen with a grey hair
I'm too young to be stressed, conflict in my life
I'm trying to handle it the best, but
No matter how hard I try to stop the same won't rest
So I'm calling on God, haven't talked or visited
In a while, but even though my father
Didn't stick around, put in a line, or waste his time
For his troubled child, my family says I'm out of control
I'm like "Damn it, I know"
It's 'cause angels are attacking at my soul
I swear that my mind is about to overload
I'm losing control of the story being told, which is my life
So sorry, B-to-the-O, being polite, fuck you the ones
Who think they know me, just know that I got
My fans for support, and it's nothing but love
If I'm fucking with you, homie, I'm balling
I'm taking risks 'cause life is too short to be living in fear
God can take me out as fast as He put me here
So I'm gonna use my gift of rap to provide
Music people want to hear, oh, and as my heart still beats
Pray to the Lord that my soul is to keep
And if I die before I wake, hope I don't meet there
Flying by mistake, oh, yeah
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			         Thanks to Dub