It Prevails - Burnt At Both Ends lyrics
rate meHoldin' hindsight
Terrible decisions & blurred days
Not a care at all back then of the man I'd be today
I dug myself a hole, now the ground's too far to reach, so it seems
I'm done livin' this life of contradiction
It makes me scared to know that I portray my life through words you've read
& what good is yo heart & the words that you say when you're dead?
(I have so much left to give)
I'm wastin' away
Becomin' the person I never wanted to be
& I wont let these things dictate who I am
(I'll be the person that you never had)
And what a world I've woke to
All of you are so far ive been standin' still
Because I had it burnin' at both ends
Burnin' at both ends for far too long
They made me feel alive, they made me feel whole
Now I'm nothin' but alive & far from whole
Walkin' down the wrong roads, time & time again
I've put so much shit into myself, I don't know how I am standin'
I pushed myself from you all
& I have no one else to blame but myself
& this fuckin' empty shell that I am left with
Lies, I've said
I can't take them back, but I can start over
Not sure if I'm proud of the life I've lead
But I am still alive, so I can make a difference
I can make this change