Z-Ro - Miss My Mama lyrics
rate me(Verse)
This goes out to the ladies that gave us life
And errbody that lost a lady that gave them life
My black queen, I miss you, I luv you, baby, hmm
Lemme talk to 'em
(Verse)
There'll neva be anotha woman take yo place
And I swear I seen a peaceful smile on yo face
When I told ya had the bills up, I payed 'em all
Yo only son, he a man now, he got his bills up
Pull that big Benz, right in yo driveway
Sixteen, you was lookin' at me sideways
You watched these same streets swallow my pops up
And I know I hurt yo heart when I first got locked up
You rode that big with me just like a soldier
Stress in yo eyes, ye ain't have to say I told ya
I'd do it fo' the days, momma, we ain't have nothin'
Got my weight up with my hate and I'll be damn if we don't have sum'
_____(?) noodles and peanut butter, that ain't life
Seen you work all day and stress all night
So I can have the betta things, look, ma, the cheddar came
No more eviction notice, all you see is betta days
Popped ova 10, 2010, gotta lay up in the pen to talk to the Chaplin
Looked me in the face and said 'son, we need to pray'
Begged the lord not to see this day in this place
My worst fear came to life till I heard you speak
You laid up in the hospital and worried bout me
Momma, they say it's serious, she laughed at that
Told me 'son, I'm at peace, God got control of that'
That's my baby on my the phone standin' strong fo' me
Hung up and passed away, just needed to hear me speak
Then I swear I tool the pain away, locked up a state away
Looked in the clouds, all I seen was yo pretty face
Heaven opened up, now my angel watchin' ova
With my daddy and my sister and my screwed up soldiers
Give anything in this world just to bring ya back
Got the _____(?) on the way, I guess you the blame fo' that
Now my angel in sky, wish you could see me now
Look how it is tall, he wanna be me now
Mane, I miss my momma, got the girls back in everyday
They ask about you, momma
Give anything in this world to hug and kiss ya, momma
No mo' pain, no mo' drama
No mo' breathin' machines, and coughin' all night
Just spread yo wings high, fly
(Hook)
Even with whack shirts and whack jeans, momma
You always was my black queen, momma
I finally understand, fo' a woman it ain' easy
Tryna raise a man
You always was my black queen, momma
Much luv from yo black king, momma
Could nobody diss my momma
Man, I miss my momma
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(Verse 2)
Mama, I don't even remember what you look like
Or how yo laugh sounded, seem like you just took flight
I was goin' to school, they told me I didn't have to go
Who these people in my room and why my momma on the floor?
Wings wasn't even spread, but you still flew
Fuck cancer, fuck lupus, I wish I could kill you
All I remember is my uncle goin' crazy
Knockin' pictures off the wall, ____(?) screamin' fuck nah
She gone and she ain't neva comin' back
Joseph got me in school and they like what the fuck is that?
Joseph, yeah! I wish a muthafucka would!
Y'all ain't feelin' like I am feelin' in here
Ain't no mo' feelin' in here, in my heart
Milk and cookies, that was the night befo'
Not bein' told ________(?) puttin' her in the floor
Shout out to auntie and my grandmother
These are the last days, it won't be long until I can see you again, mother
Meanwhile, everybody still dyin'
I promise I'll try to smile but everybody still cryin'
If you say __________(?) that's my homie Headz, brother
Tell 'em we still luv 'em, that's from head and hands, mother
Death gotta be easy, cuz life is a Rubix cube
I mean well, but seem like everything ruin my mood
Uncle Kurt 64 now, he older than a muhfucka
Wonder when I'mma die, it's gettin' closer than a muhfucka
(I don't wanna go) but I can't stay
I'm 36 years old already, so I can't play
Daddy got cancer now, I'm scared to go and visit
Yeah, I'm mad at 'im, but I know when I see 'im, it's gon' hit it where it hurts
Cuz that's my muthafuckin' father, look, I'mma be honest, man
I ain't even seen my daughter
Baby momma drama and shit like that
Mama, if you was here, you woulda warned a nigga bout that
Wrote about me in the New York times
Wish I could show ya, what's sad, if I would pass you by the street, I wouldn't know ya
I ain't even got a photograph
That's the reason I be takin' so many photographs
Remember me when I'm gone like Joseph Shakur
But I ain't tryna leave my gun, ain't in this holster fo' sure
You're gonna be standin' in front of me, lettin' loose like you supposed to
When I go down, I guess that's when I'mma get to know ya
(Hook)