Young Scolla - Letter Of Honesty lyrics

rate me

I'm from where, mothers hope and the young children dream

of the leap from jester to king, all that falls in between

most never reach the latter tryna make it to the top

but I am proof to show you, you should never stop

tell me you dont hear the future in my voice, the struggle of my past

ambition of my present and know this is gonna last

promised my mama the world and I know she'll be on my ass

if I give up on what I gave up everything for to advance

and I write this to the child I didn't have

as I'm lookin towards tomorrow dodging demons from my past

I remember going thru it scared like am I man enough

to handle what I laid down to do now will I stand tough

will I man up, will I back down,then my mans called

told me, dats that bitch damn problem, how does that sound?

to think I wouldn't make good with the one w/ baby

but what the fuck was I to do as a student at 18

w/ a bright future, plus she wasn't the one

not no hoe gone be the bearer of my daughter or my son

but then I sat and weighed my options, do I hit her and I run

or do plan to be a man and and see my family to come

every saint has a past and every sinner has a future

I write this all while being stoned as medusa

Only to find out th she was tryna play me

thats what happens when you a baby having babies

I swear, I was gonna kill that bitch

scammin for abortion money on some ill ass shit

(what the fuck)

but shit I didn't and I'm here

time is tickin as I near, the only winnin out my peers

So Yeah, I have come to realize with every tribulation

comes a learning experience, just pray and ask for patience

the only thing to save ya, besides God

Know that tears come before triumphs, in life dog

Thats the real, I hope you feel it

like a pothole I have driven

over, that there is the mission, time for the return

of the realest, me and my niggas deliver

before rockin lenses I knew seeing my vision'd be difficult

I've lost many of friends being a real nigga

I just take it as the fake are afraid to deal with ya

better for me as me and success meet

aint no time to address hate, just address me as great nigga

you listening to truth in its rarest form

feeling like a nude muse as I bare it all

I'm the spot for the people that have to bare it

and hope for those who think having its an apparent flaw

listen to my soul as it speaks to you

Its the God in me...as I preach to you

as I preach to you, it is God in me as I speak to you

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Thanks to Derrick Challenger