Vocaloid Original Songs - Hontou no Jibun lyrics
rate me<b>Hontou no Jibun</b> by <i>Vocaloid Original Songs</i><br />Naze&nbsp;konnani&nbsp;mo&nbsp;kokoro&nbsp;nakitsukareteru&nbsp;no? Naze&nbsp;konnani&nbsp;mo&nbsp;jibun&nbsp;ga&nbsp;kirai&nbsp;na&nbsp;no?Toorisugiru&nbsp;hitobito&nbsp;no&nbsp;egao&nbsp;wa Watashi&nbsp;no&nbsp;koto&nbsp;waratte&nbsp;iru&nbsp;no?Naze&nbsp;watashi,&nbsp;kokyuu&nbsp;wo&nbsp;shiteru&nbsp;no? Itami&nbsp;naku&nbsp;tomareba&nbsp;ii&nbsp;noniDareka&nbsp;tasukete Kodoku&nbsp;wo&nbsp;sakende&nbsp;iru&nbsp;KOKOROTsuyogatte&nbsp;ite&nbsp;mo Hayaku&nbsp;mitsukedashite&nbsp;hoshiiNaze&nbsp;konnani&nbsp;mo&nbsp;kokoro&nbsp;samishigatte&nbsp;iru&nbsp;noni Naze&nbsp;konnani&nbsp;mo&nbsp;tanin&nbsp;wo&nbsp;kobande&nbsp;iru&nbsp;no?Ashita&nbsp;watashi&nbsp;ga&nbsp;kono&nbsp;sekai&nbsp;kara&nbsp;kiete&nbsp;mo Naite&nbsp;kureru&nbsp;hito&nbsp;wa&nbsp;dare&nbsp;hitori&nbsp;inai&nbsp;deshouTomo&nbsp;ni&nbsp;warai,&nbsp;tomo&nbsp;ni&nbsp;naku Taisetsu&nbsp;na&nbsp;hito&nbsp;ga&nbsp;hoshii&nbsp;to Mou&nbsp;hitori&nbsp;ni&nbsp;"WATASHI"&nbsp;ga&nbsp;nageki&nbsp;sakende&nbsp;iru&nbsp;no TOMODACHI&nbsp;wa&nbsp;&nbsp;denshi&nbsp;de&nbsp;dekita Awaku&nbsp;hikaru&nbsp;&nbsp;hakoniwa&nbsp;no&nbsp;nakaHanare&nbsp;yasuku&nbsp;&nbsp;chikazuki&nbsp;yasui Mezawari&nbsp;nara&nbsp;&nbsp;tsukihanaseba&nbsp;iiDakedo&nbsp;kizuiteru&nbsp;&nbsp;mitasarete&nbsp;inai&nbsp;sonzai Konna&nbsp;jibun&nbsp;wo&nbsp;sutete&nbsp;&nbsp;umare&nbsp;kawaritai'n&nbsp;deshou?Ima&nbsp;mo&nbsp;konnani&nbsp;&nbsp;chiisana&nbsp;hamon&nbsp;ni&nbsp;sae Obie&nbsp;fureru&nbsp;koto&nbsp;sura&nbsp;tameratte&nbsp;iru&nbsp;mama&nbsp;deHisoka&nbsp;ni&nbsp;akogareta&nbsp;"hontou&nbsp;no&nbsp;jibun"&nbsp;ni&nbsp;nante&nbsp;nareru&nbsp;hazu&nbsp;nai Ii&nbsp;kagen&nbsp;me&nbsp;wo&nbsp;samashiteAnata&nbsp;("WATASHI")&nbsp;ga&nbsp;utsuru,&nbsp;hito&nbsp;no&nbsp;kokoro&nbsp;no&nbsp;kagami&nbsp;ni,&nbsp;hohoenda&nbsp;watashi&nbsp;ga&nbsp;soko&nbsp;ni&nbsp;imasu&nbsp;ka?Ima&nbsp;no&nbsp;anata&nbsp;no&nbsp;senaka&nbsp;wa&nbsp;jibun&nbsp;de&nbsp;oshite&nbsp;itte Kiete&nbsp;yuku&nbsp;"WATASHI"&nbsp;ga&nbsp;zutto&nbsp;mite&nbsp;ageru&nbsp;kara
English translation
Why&nbsp;is&nbsp;my&nbsp;heart&nbsp;so&nbsp;exhausted&nbsp;from&nbsp;crying? Why&nbsp;do&nbsp;I&nbsp;hate&nbsp;myself&nbsp;so&nbsp;much?When&nbsp;I&nbsp;look&nbsp;at&nbsp;the&nbsp;smile&nbsp;on&nbsp;the&nbsp;faces&nbsp;of&nbsp;people&nbsp;passing&nbsp;by I&nbsp;can't&nbsp;help&nbsp;wondering&nbsp;if&nbsp;they're&nbsp;laughing&nbsp;at&nbsp;meWhy&nbsp;am&nbsp;I&nbsp;breathing? I&nbsp;wish&nbsp;these&nbsp;pains&nbsp;would&nbsp;ceaseSomebody,&nbsp;please&nbsp;save&nbsp;me My&nbsp;heart&nbsp;is&nbsp;screaming&nbsp;out&nbsp;of&nbsp;lonelinessEven&nbsp;when&nbsp;I&nbsp;try&nbsp;to&nbsp;put&nbsp;up&nbsp;a&nbsp;tough&nbsp;front Please&nbsp;find&nbsp;me&nbsp;soonWhy&nbsp;is&nbsp;it&nbsp;that&nbsp;I'm&nbsp;still&nbsp;rejecting&nbsp;people Even&nbsp;though&nbsp;my&nbsp;heart&nbsp;is&nbsp;crying&nbsp;from&nbsp;loneliness?Perhaps&nbsp;there&nbsp;won't&nbsp;be&nbsp;a&nbsp;single&nbsp;person&nbsp;who&nbsp;will&nbsp;cry&nbsp;for&nbsp;me Even&nbsp;if&nbsp;I&nbsp;was&nbsp;to&nbsp;vanish&nbsp;from&nbsp;this&nbsp;world&nbsp;tomorrowAnother&nbsp;&quot;me&quot;&nbsp;is&nbsp;lamenting&nbsp;and&nbsp;screaming&nbsp;out That&nbsp;she&nbsp;wants&nbsp;someone&nbsp;to&nbsp;cherish Someone&nbsp;to&nbsp;laugh&nbsp;together&nbsp;and&nbsp;cry&nbsp;together I've&nbsp;made&nbsp;some&nbsp;friends&nbsp;&nbsp;through&nbsp;the&nbsp;help&nbsp;of&nbsp;electronic&nbsp;devices Inside&nbsp;the&nbsp;dimly&nbsp;illuminated&nbsp;&nbsp;miniature&nbsp;gardenIt's&nbsp;easy&nbsp;to&nbsp;grow&nbsp;distant&nbsp;&nbsp;but&nbsp;it's&nbsp;also&nbsp;easy&nbsp;to&nbsp;get&nbsp;close If&nbsp;they&nbsp;become&nbsp;annoying&nbsp;&nbsp;I&nbsp;can&nbsp;simply&nbsp;push&nbsp;them&nbsp;awayBut&nbsp;I've&nbsp;come&nbsp;to&nbsp;realize&nbsp;&nbsp;my&nbsp;unsatisfied&nbsp;existence Don't&nbsp;you&nbsp;want&nbsp;to&nbsp;throw&nbsp;away&nbsp;this&nbsp;self&nbsp;&nbsp;to&nbsp;be&nbsp;reborn?Right&nbsp;now,&nbsp;I'm&nbsp;scared&nbsp;&nbsp;even&nbsp;of&nbsp;the&nbsp;small&nbsp;ripples And&nbsp;I'm&nbsp;hesitating,&nbsp;unable&nbsp;to&nbsp;touch&nbsp;themI&nbsp;cannot&nbsp;possibly&nbsp;become&nbsp;&quot;my&nbsp;real&nbsp;self&quot;&nbsp;that&nbsp;I've&nbsp;secretly&nbsp;yearned&nbsp;for Get&nbsp;a&nbsp;grip&nbsp;and&nbsp;open&nbsp;your&nbsp;eyesDo&nbsp;you&nbsp;see&nbsp;me&nbsp;smiling&nbsp;in&nbsp;the&nbsp;mirror&nbsp;of&nbsp;people's&nbsp;hearts?Give&nbsp;your&nbsp;own&nbsp;back&nbsp;a&nbsp;little&nbsp;push I'm&nbsp;going&nbsp;to&nbsp;fade&nbsp;away,&nbsp;but&nbsp;I&nbsp;will&nbsp;forever&nbsp;watch&nbsp;over&nbsp;you
