Spineshank - Self Destructive Pattern lyrics

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"Self-Destructive Pattern"

Feel the tension of rejection

Bleach it out with the therapy

The confusion and seclusion

Turns it into my deformity

Never trusted, maladjusted

I've become my own worst enemy

The aggravation in my fixation

Keeps it all controlled inside of me

See it all collapsing, it's all around me

This condition is killing me

The isolation still surrounds me

In remission but it's killing me

It's what I can't control/What I can't

control/What I can't control in me

Born again I feel so hollow

Torn again my senses fade

Mourn again without the sorrow

Born again without the blame

Force a new solution, it's all inside me

In remission but it's killing me

The evolution is divided

In remission but it's killing me

I can't increase the treatment

It won't suppress the feelings

Or stop the way I'm getting used to the pain

Breaking down

Self-destructive pattern