Q STRANGE - Awaiting Exeqtion lyrics

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Sittin in a cell waitin I'm contimplatin

Will I see god in heaven or am I seein satan?

I'm debatin was it worth it actin on my urges

Like I had the right to take a life on countless murders

It ain't my fault I'm wicked I'm just as sick kid

I needed help now I'm waitin to die while time is tickin

Everytime the sun rise I make a scratch on the wall

So as the days go by I can keepin track of em all

I know nobodys gonna miss me cus I never had a home

You got me locked inside with family but I always was alone

Not a clone in the lab raised by mad scientists

It's all a delusion I should have told a psychiatrist

I try to sit and rationalize close my eyes

See the faces of my victims just before they die

Why could'ntI stop why was killin my addiction

Why could'ntmy mind see the line of that conviction

Cus every bloody body part the FBI discovered

Was a piece of someones child someones friend someones mother

I guess it's too late to give a fuck now

I gotta pay the consequences some how

So I sit in a cell sicker than hell hittin myself

If they don't kill me I'll be killin myself

I'm feelin myself fadin away as the days pass

I'm gettin payed back in a chamber full of gas

But it's my own fault I should have never got caught

Now they lock me inside of this mysterious vault

So I gasp and choke on the smoke and I can't see

Now I'm dead that makes them no better than me