N-Dubz - Secrets lyrics

rate me

Ha, ha, ha, ha, ha

Dappy turn my mike up

Ha, ha

Today is the day that I'm gonna tell

Just a little 'bout myself {myself}

All of these haters, they don't understand me

They can't touch the pain that I've felt

I wish I could show them all of my secrets

And they might see through me

But if I tell my secrets or expose my weakness

That could let 'em tear through me

Mommy had problems, daddy couldn't solve them

Won't daddy just doctor her pain

Daddy it's okay cause I still love you

Because you show me love in every way

Mommy I'm sorry for not always caring

I got so lost when you weren't around

Since I was a young girl, I kept us related

I don't trust so I won't get let down

So look {look} be {be} hind my smile

I'm crying out and I'm left without a hand

T, no, you ain't

You can tell us anything

And we'll advise you in every way

One more thing

For those who don't know

We is family

We've known each other since we were babies

So I guess it's just another one of them days

I've got bills to pay

Stoods to rent, girl problems

Plus an album due within nine days

Stress to the brain

Momsies going through so much pain

So every time I get paid, money to Elaine

One more and then you'll open your eyes

To a blacked out range

Gun shots, Knife attacks

Seems like I'm living in a life of tacks

Government bills, dodgy deals

Leads to another life, crime on wheels

I'm so broke that it's no joke

Surrounded by addicts who be on coke

If I really wanted to I'd make money off them

Block in the morning and I'd move by ten

I write them hits in my head

Don't need no time with paper and pen

I sell my demos in boxes of ten

Won't stop me unless you're a dirty Bill

It feels like yesterday

Fifteen hooded up thirteen year olds

In West, they were the best er day

Can you relate?

Young black boys from council estates

Who roll around with men twenty man strong

Pour some Henisy for every man gone

I know I ain't sent no letters but still

Free hash, free dee, I'm for not much longer

Ever since I was a youngen

I've found it hard to find my way, that's why

I don't trust so I won't get let down

So look {look} be {be} hind my smile

I'm crying out and I'm left without a hand

T, no, you ain't

You can tell us anything

And we'll advise you in every way

One more thing

For those who don't know

We is family

We've known each other since we were babies

Oh, I went from not wanting to live life no more

To appreciating every breath I take

If it wasn't for the music

I probably wouldn't be here

That's why I pray to God every day

Dreaming of days where I could just fly away

I'm trying to stay strong

But after today I'm feeling down

So look {look} be {be} hind my smile

I'm crying out and I'm left without a hand