Misc - Crown lyrics
rate meIf eyes are the mirror of the soul<br />
You will find in my the scorn and apathy<br />
You will read my hatred as in a curs'd book<br />
You will see yourself as I see you<br />
It is a mirror sombre and opaque<br />
Which protects me, which stifles me<br />
A great ditch around the heart<br />
Which rejects, which estranges me<br />
There is a world in my head<br />
A dead world where nothing lives<br />
And it is there I am, too far,<br />
Far too far to be rejoined<br />
A crown of thorns is still a crown<br />
I am a king in a kingdom of suffering<br />
I have taken my time to reach this stage<br />
I have taken pains to torture myself<br />
To descend, to descend<br />
Into pain, I exist<br />
And I my brain is numbed<br />
The thorn in my flesh<br />
Can overcome apathy<br />
There is glory in humiliation<br />
A throne to be taken, a crown to win<br />
I have no more tears,<br />
And my smile has lost it's brilliance<br />
I have forgotten who I was,<br />
I have killed my emotions<br />
Crushed, empty, weary,<br />
Always standing, I am a tree<br />
Awaiting the lightning.