Madchild - Painful Skies lyrics

rate me

(Intro)

Look! I know what I did

And I'm not sittin' here blamin' anyone else

I'm not feelin' sorry for myself either

(Verse)

Yo! I listen to this beat it makes me think of what I've been through

All of the mistakes and stupid shit that I got into

All the fuckin' fakeness of people that I made friends wit

So 98 percent of those friendships, I had to end it

I'm to old to be worried and keep pretendin'

And I apologize to some of the people deeply offended

But I can't live in the past, that shit just wears me down

That shit just tears me up inside and fuckin' tears me down

I'm not the man I was then, but I am not runnin'

And I am not yet the man that I am still becomin'

I'm gettin' stronger everyday and I can fuckin' feel it

And all the problems of my past one day I'm gonna deal wit

Thanks for yo patience I apologize for each occurrence

And I just hope that ya can take this as some reassurance

My life is good. each day is better than the next day

But I have not forgotten won't settle till every debts payed

(Hook)

Time changes, each man ages

And sometimes best friends become strangers

Each life's a book wit blank pages

Last ten years it's a chapter that's outrageous

Time changes, every man ages

And sometimes best friends become strangers

Tears, anger and laughter we can't change it

Listen to yo hearts. We're protected by angels

(Verse 2)

Look! Let me make this clear I don't regret my whole past

Can't believe how time flies, shit has gone by so fast

Ya let me in yo secret world and that was quite an honor

And I admit that that's a life I thought I might have wanted

Probably of pursued If I hadn't gotten caught up

But flags they started raisin' wit these kids all gettin' shot up

And I became addicted to a drug that almost took my life

Lookin' back that might of been the only thing that saved my life

I'm full of luv now, I'm Happy. I don't harbor hatred

Pretty sure that's how God wants us and to me that's sacred

I'm not sittin' here judgin' and callin' ya'll some vagrants

And I'm not pointin' fingers questionin' yo occupations

I'm just hopin' that the way I feel can shine some light

I know ya got a good heart dawg. It's time to stop the fight

And let yoself become the man that yo supposed to be

I still believe in ya, no matter what, you're always close to me

(Hook)

(Verse 3)

And I know becomin' friends again ain't possible, at least for years

And fuckin' up for me is still a problem that I deeply fear

Only got a couple close friends now. That's how I like it

And I think I'm actually gonna make it, but I'm not a psychic

One of them's a brother proud to say that he's my best friend

Come on man! Ya got some fuckin' brothers, let this shit end

It's sad to me to see that greed is still The Devil's weapon

I tried my best to walk away from shit and kept steppin'

Brothers doin' good, his heart is filled wit luv

And we gon keep on buildin' wit these people that believe in us

Remember there was four of us till death do us part

Now there's only two of us the rest grew apart

It doesn't mean I don't think about ya too, every week

And even if we neva speak there's still a bond i'll neva leave

I hope yo happy and yo family is doing awesome

And hope that yo still followin' the progress of the little monster

Ya had a hand and that helped and saved my life, I won't forget

Let's live the next half wit no regrets, cuz it ain't ova yet

(Hook)