Joe Budden - Russian Roulette lyrics

rate me

What niggas don't know, and what my friends don't see

Is while the world keeps spinnin, there's a lense on me

So I sit & cry for size, and what the ends gon be

Maybe a domino effect, if you depend on me

Now the cool thing to call me in an asshole, is that so

Pill poppin in the strip club, with my hat low

Outta every battle I ain't lost yet

Say I'm misunderstood, I say my points just ain't come across yet

Prince, all I'm missin is the little red corvette

Feelin like a million, tho a nigga ain't in forbes yet

All that shit go with the fame

The industry is the wrong complexion, I'm trynna sammy sosa the game

Sharper than y'all without a day's rest

He don't mind being the pawn, well how the fuck you gon mind it when I play chess

No beef with Beans, not a beef with Fab

Just fags, that think I'm searching for a beef to grab

I'm talented, to reach for that

Take more than some tweets infact, to get em off the leesh, kapeesh

And the streets is so concerned about me & Somaya Reece

But they ain't got the whole puzzle, all they do is try to piece

Reality and world star, let's keep it in private please

Me and her gon end up, whatever we decide to be

Can you hear me, tired of niggas asking bout Tahiry

She can do what she want, long as she don't do it near me

Ya reading media take out

What I took out the media is, everything ain't what it appears to be

Leaking pictures of Fiff feeling on your ass

But if you seen it like me, you'll be feeling like an ass

So I'm thinkin

Seeming desperate for attention, baby take this as a jewel

Since we no longer

You and Koto get the same advice, neet to fire everybody in your corner

Niggas ain't worth my time, I won't respond to ya

Momma call, saying who you gon get to sponsor ya

Fans becoming less fond of ya

What they've concluded looking at me through a monitor, is that I should be monitored

Wait, let me apologize, if I'm alarming ya

Dreaming about nightmares, fell in love with my insomnia

Or is my presence to blame

I live in the future, laughin at ya, still waiting on the present to change

Say my life is like the Truman Show

But if niggas could careless, then what they tune in for

I give em all acess, while creating a new sound

And you bound to run in the hurtles, when you breaking new ground

Got jersey on my back, tho a few folk beg to differ

I do it all by myself, ain't got to beg a nigga

They like I'm better than son

And he a bad look for jers, but a bad look is better than none

You now dealing with a visionary

Dog your style doggystyle, I rather be on top, my favorite missionary

When wack niggas, that you say in they prime

Ain't seeing numbers, they dealin with renea devine

I thought I was unprepared, for the fame and all the beers

Then I went to see my grandma, and it all became clear

Cause she 90 years old, can't look, blink, stare

Like she waiting on death,

Yeah, listen, I'm outspoken, outcasted

When the odds was outrageous, a nigga outlasted

Look at what you makin a issue

Difference tween leavin the hood, and taking it with you

There's a difference tween from watching at home & sittin courtside

Difference is, I'm one up, and you thinking the scores tied

Ughhh, simple minded mothafucka

So if I'm air tied, is cause I'm minded mothafucka

Bar for bar, if you looking for a lil trauma

If I acknowledge your ass, nigga it's still a honor

A bad bitch at my side, cause a lil drama

Think she can pop up on me, cause she my lil mama

Say I ain't the best, that man don't know me

Never ran, never will, fuck dan

But I'm plannin my escape, once I get off tour

Just know it's gon be on my turf, not yours