Joe Budden - Ordinary Love Shit Pt. 3 (Closure) lyrics

rate me

I finally found a passion I lacked before

I can't believe I didn't catch you under the act before

I mean I voiced my complaints. That went ignored

A few things you felt that you was too attractive for

Cause everythin out your mouth said that you ain't wanna hurt

Lead a lifestyle we lived... but you ain't wanna work

So I'd sit you down and say it's gettin outta hand

While you shoot down every idea, busy worried about a brand

When ya baby dad said all that shit that was trife

How you was married, requestin dick pics from Lyfe

Though it all seems Shady, maybe I was crazy

I ignored my gut feelin, nah not my baby

Accusin' me, but pretendin' yourself

I couldn't catch it, too busy defendin' myself

Or was I wrong not seein' a life without you

Or takin' everythin' that you said to face value

When you packed up and left dude, I was so glad

Should of questioned how you easily became a nomad

If I could do it all again, it wouldn't of happened so fast

And it burns with every line jotted in this note pad

Cause at first you resembled my twin

Fast forward, you gave me identical twins

But then you lost it, honestly that merked my soul

Cause tho we weren't tryna have one, we got off the birth control

And we was right back at it, fuckin like addicts

While you was disruptin' what was seemin like a marriage

You never got embarrassed, interrogatin' me but that was just Yaris

Yeah we beefin' I dragged you off the bed

I swear to this day I re-enacted in my head

So I held you up, wasn't what I aimed to do

I ain't attack you, Bitch I was restrainin' you!

But you was wifey, though I understand it was not a game

Could you imagine my surprise when the cops came

Handcuffed me... you pressed charges

But I made bail it's just heartless

You can't smash my laptop on the wall

And then think I wasn't gonna react, scratch that

Man you can't call my mom like can I crash at your spot, whaddup

When I'm her son and you just locked me up

But wait... this is where it really gets deep

Judge said she gets control of the house for a week

Filed a restrainin order so she couldn't come near me

The fuck else I do but go right back to Tahiry

I'm sleepin on her couch, not discussin shit

Starign at the fattest ass not fuckin it

I guess despite everythin that she showed me

It felt good to be around a broad that really knows me

I missed all the arguing and yappin'

Percocet and muscle relaxers in a napkin

Can't believe that it happened

I lost my unborn daughter when we fought

I'm thinkin I killed Aspen!

And that's when I thought that we'd be dead awhile

But we decided to reconcile

I'm so hungover from love and what not

How could you not expect us to take another shot

But durin' all this time we don't live together

Stupid me thought that you would go get your shit together

You know... get a job or if acting's your career

Seems you've persued the shit for a year from right here

And it appears, along with all the yellin' and the screamin'

We both at the table, but my side is leaning

But rather than end it, we tried to mend it

Fuck bein a couple, let's work on friendship

But then it got weird, I was stunned from that

You took it to a place where there was no coming back

Off my last break up, I was able to stomach that

2 weeks removed and you fuckin with a running back

Life is in shambles, disguised as a damsel

Lies are a handful

Bouncin' offa different guys lookin scrambled

Despised how it was handled

But when you ain't got a dime, why not decide to gamble

Said you'd be in L.A doing business

I'm thinkin that's great, I can't fault her

Said that you would be with Jennifer the whole time

But you probably didn't think that I would call her

She said she ain't seen you since you landed

And for days she been blowin up your phone like a stalker

And all I could do is laugh at myself

As I thought, why is ol'girl suckin up Derrick Ward for?

Said we was makin it right, but you couldn't!

On the phone, I said skype, but you wouldn't!

The puzzle starts comin together and it's brutal

Won't skype, gmail chat, won't oovoo

The whole time I'm noticing you acting unusual

And I can't figure out who the fuck your being true to

Said the Wifi was down in the tele

But you ain't say that you was at hotel his house!

Lookin like a groupie

Or maybe I misunderstood when you said ya'll 2 was makin a movie

Lookin at the shit pile I stepped in again

And to top it off your hoe ass is pregnant again? Not again!

I been through the world so I suck it up

It's less about the lie more about the cover up's

So you busted, but your adding to the friction

Cause you deny it all but you do it with conviction

So you talkin to me real disparaging, so what attitude

Coming off arrogant

If I wanted a trophy wife, then you could be

But all it looks like is that you rentin out pussy

Less about you, nah you ain't the one

You grown, you got choices, I'm worried about your son

That's what got me up being an insomniac

Lil nigga can't control how his mommy act

As for me, I'm tryna flush you out my system

So I counter by filmin all my sexual encounters

Mentally not there while I'm screwin

And I only keep going cause that's what your doing

I'm tryna see, hows it done, hows it possible

Enough 2 put a weak nigga in the hospital

Starin at one ex, talkin about another

But this one would kill if it meant I wouldn't suffer

But she takin lil shots, I'm getting ridiculed

Cause all she complained about, I went and did with you

Said she knew it wouldn't last when I lived with you

She's not ya type, she ain't got the right hips for you

So you try and take somethin for pain, it don't work

You still feelin all the novocaine don't work

Nope so we good, I don't let it get me down

Not a pussy that good, not a titty that round

For anything to work, ya'll trust is a must

And I learned, gotta let a Mutt be with a Mutt

So I dead that bitch and tho the shit's been over

Some situations don't end without Closure