Joe Budden - Angel In My Life lyrics
rate me<BR>
<i>[Verse 1]</i><br>
Let's look behind the Swarovski crystals <br>
Behind the .50 calibers and the pistols <br>
Misused, pardoned self got to excuse, my issues <br>
For me to have you a ritual <br>
But, I ain't as crazy as I seem to be <br>
It's just that nothin' is the way that is seem's to me <br>
Im feelin' less then, druggin' him up with anti-depressents <br>
In essence im threatenin my character asessment <br>
Truth told, I figure a few hoe's <br>
Mixed with some new clothes should cover my loop holes <br>
If I'm misundersttod or mis-guided <br>
Started when they passed the L' said 'just try it' <br>
When I don't wanna get out of bed I just fight it <br>
Sometimes I don't eat for days I just diet <br>
Only live once so if I just like it <br>
I aint even checkin' the price, I just buy shit <br>
I'm thinkin that will just hide it <br>
But all it takes is life to ignite shit <br>
I'm thinkin' bout death wonderin' how I'm gonna go <br>
I can't be insane for just wantin' to know <br>
In my head I die often, I used to think of suicide often <br>
Good suit on and a nice coffin <br>
But, that ain't somethin' I would try myself <br>
Still they lock me in this room all by myself <br>
I need a... think I need a..... <br>
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<i>[Verse 2]</i> <br>
They say my symptoms are aggressive <br>
They titled me a compulsive obsessive slash manic depressive <br>
They trying to tell I'm a con and I game niggas <br>
That's one reason I dont even entertain niggas <br>
Not important who they are I won't name niggas <br>
They like to say I got a tendency to blame niggas <br>
I keep fuckin' shit up but keep tryin' <br>
If ya'll would just trust me I wouldn't just keep lyin' <br>
If I had bread I wouldn't be in debt <br>
Let me clarify get in Def <br>
I feel like every time I been less <br>
When ever I invest whenever I inset I feel I'm innept <br>
I try to make them understand but they just won't incept <br>
I tell them four million others I am the templed <br>
There ain't no book that tells a story there ain't no index <br>
We got some different type of cuts and no they ain't princess <br>
All this indigest seemingly in less <br>
How I take in stress when I always went best <br>
Aching in my chest and yet it still won't break me <br>
They say the room is padded for my own safety <br>
But the cushion don't soften shit <br>
They locked the door but still they let my thoughts in it <br>
And no one can tell me why I'm here <br>
I can't even see the sky from here <br>
I guess my time is near<br>
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