Ess Vee - The Hiatus lyrics

rate me

Where have you been, Ess? You ain’t been the same

And we haven’t heard from you since Paca changed

Well since then, let me tell you things have changed

Gotta get it off my chest, had to say some things

My situation is better than what it was then

Had to reevaluate my worth without the poison

You don’t see what’s real until the joy ends

That’s why the times is bad when you employ friends

Cause they out for themselves and they quick to bicker

And they think it’s bout they wealth, they don’t see the bigger picture

Since it’s time to vent, then I’ma need a philter

So I’ma smell the fumes of hate when I pain the picture

I was lost then, but I found my lane

The footprints in the sand they spelled up my name

And everything I do, I don’t’ do it for fame

But I’m drawn to these people, and who’s to blame?

Vip’s up in vip, and soon enough I won’t need id

I haven’t really been out with them pyts

Sometimes I question my past like me, why me?

I don’t date much, it’s not that I don’t trust

I just rather know what they motives are

Love her less so I propose to the beat

In love with the hook, my lyrics are my vows

I keep it off the books

Look, I don’t need you in my bizness, it’s none of yours

And these local rappers talking like they want a war

But I ignore them including them subliminal tweets

But I promise if you see them man they wouldn’t speak

Internet thugs, with they cheap plugs

Claiming they know such and sense but really get no love

Man, had to get away, it’s all whack

And my ex called, said she want it all back

Never bate them I knew what she meant

Cause you don’t hate the people you hate and try to be friends

No amends from this person, cause I am mister nice guy

And you claim that you hurting baby, nice try

There’s a thin line between love and hate

But that line don’t exist when you destined to be great

Get hated by your loved ones and loved by your haters

I tell you life’s confusing that’s why I took this hiatus

And I

I walked the way, said I walk away

This is what I had to say

I felt like a cast away

She said baby stay, don’t walk away

I plan to change, don’t turn the page, ah

Life’s broken down in harmonies

You hit your highs, mids and lows, but they all unique

So every time that they tell me that I shouldn’t speak

I think about the things I see walking through the streets

And bad enough, it’s all adding up

I can’t keep my hand steady, nerves acting up

I guess I’ve had enough, but what’s enough if I barely lived

I’m aiming for success, but what’s the point if I can’t give?

Time’s up, I guess I’m done venting

Living in the past, but now I’m done renting

Maybe one day this will be more clear

Until then, I promise you I won’t disappear

Until then, I promise you I won’t disappear

Until then, I promise you I won’t disappear.