Blue October - The End lyrics
rate me<BR>
Here alone, standing barefoot in our lawn, <br>
Worms squeezing their way through my toes <br>
Tonight that's how it goes. <br>
I'm at your window kneeling quiet, <br>
I thought at least I'd maybe try to get your head right <br>
Get your heart right <br>
"Let him go!" <br>
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Then through the glass I see your dress fall to the floor <br>
As he embraces every inch of you <br>
The woman I adore. <br>
I can't believe the way you're bending <br>
Can't believe this neverending moaning asking him for more <br>
I heard you begging him for more <br>
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How far will I go <br>
To make it feel right? "Come home" <br>
I have to fix this on my own <br>
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Replace my heart, <br>
Cause I'm convinced mine broke the day I let us end <br>
Replace my heart, <br>
I don't wanna live by coping, I'm done with hoping.....end <br>
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I creeped in close enough to see the way he touched her, <br>
From her feet across her knees, inside her sweetest spot <br>
He pleased and pleased her. <br>
I turned around and tried to take control, but no control was capable <br>
It was a centerfold of how less than low can possibly go. <br>
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I squeezed the life into my brain <br>
Like pushing knives into a vein <br>
I've gotta get, I've gotta get, I said I've gotta get inside <br>
So to the back window I crawl in silent standing in the darkness <br>
Of my living room, my living room <br>
This used to be my home <br>
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How far will I go <br>
To make it feel right? "Come home" <br>
I'm moving forward to the bedroom door <br>
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Replace my heart <br>
Cause I'm convinced mine broke the day I let us end <br>
Replace my heart <br>
I don't wanna live by coping, I'm done with hoping...end <br>
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I turn the doorknob with two fingers to be slow <br>
Enough to sneak into the room among the corner darkness gloom <br>
I had to see this happening. <br>
He pushed himself so deep inside her clapping rang and bounced off every wooden walled room <br>
And that's when all went silent blank except the color red <br>
As I walked calmly numbing paralyzed beside the bed <br>
I said "I know I'm not allowed to be here. I just had to see <br>
How good this new man really fucks you. Cause you both been fucking me." <br>
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"So now I planned the last thing you can both do as a pair <br>
I tie both blindfolds tight around your fucking eyes to blind your stare <br>
I don't want to alarm you, but I figured we could end this in what seems easy quick and painless <br>
So I'll get down to business <br>
I choose you first, there's a gun, its at your head <br>
So laugh at me just one more time but keep your face inside the bed <br>
You sit and watch me while I do this shit and learn from what I've said." <br>
I cocked the pistol pulled the trigger, and all I saw was red <br>
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Then the screaming oh the screaming <br>
It's nice to see you scared <br>
Of such a weak and stupid husband <br>
Who knows you never really cared <br>
I'll leave you with a question that I need to hear from your head <br>
Was all this worth it knowing u have just seconds left to live? <br>
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Now think about your answer, laying face down on the bed <br>
I cocked the pistol pulled the trigger and all I saw was red <br>
I gently stroke her arm as she lies lifeless on her back <br>
Then placed the barrel in my mouth <br>
All I saw was black.<br>
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<i>[Thanks to Dr.shawn for these lyrics]</i><br>
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