ANASARCA - Terminal lyrics
rate meIt was a regular Monday evening<br />
I was feeling a big weak<br />
I blamed it on being out in the sun for too long<br />
It was about seven as my phone rang<br />
It was my doctor and life-time confidante<br />
He didn't seem to be himself that night<br />
In his voice I heard some king of fright<br />
I asked him jokingly why he called and then stated<br />
Jokes about dying of some rare disease<br />
It was at this point that I knew that something was wrong<br />
He then proceeded to tell me my brief and boring medical history<br />
Finally he laid it on me I has cancer and it was terminal<br />
The days that followed were difficult<br />
The reactions varied from person to reason<br />
My parents told me to be strong and reassured me<br />
That they were there for me<br />
Finally I realized I have cancer and it's terminal<br />
I have to deal with it, trying to help myself<br />
I felt ostracised from my family and friends<br />
Everyone said that they were concerned<br />
But no one really knows what they should do<br />
No one really knows what to do<br />
Difficult days not getting mad<br />
Difficult days the days you know you will die