ANASARCA - Inside My Head lyrics
rate meI lost my hair – first round of chemo<br />
As I blew out my candles<br />
I thought about the next year as I always do<br />
Very easy having cancer<br />
Cause you do not know you have it at that time<br />
Very easy having cancer<br />
Until it starts catching up with you<br />
I do not think of myself as a cancer patient everyday<br />
No thoughts of dying<br />
But just enough to bring me down again<br />
I want to talk about the cancer inside my head<br />
The mental disease that I feel<br />
Maybe one day I will have a child and die<br />
If my cancer comes back<br />
Maybe after, when it is older... <br />
No attendance in it's life<br />
If my cancer comes back<br />
No one ever wants to hear it<br />
That any day a bomb will drop again<br />
I'm in war with my own body<br />
This is my personal Vietnam<br />
I lost my hair – first round of chemo<br />
As I blew out my candles<br />
I thought about the next year as I always do<br />
Very easy having cancer<br />
Cause you do not know you have it at that time<br />
Very easy having cancer<br />
Until it starts catching up with you<br />
I do not think of myself as a cancer patient everyday<br />
No thoughts of dying<br />
But just enough to bring me down again<br />
Pain inside my head