ANASARCA - Blame Myself lyrics
rate meDid I mention that I was dying?<br />
Terminal cancer of the lung<br />
Metastasized to my bones and some too my brain<br />
I'm really pretty fucking pissed<br />
Had a really shitty life<br />
And can't really blame anyone but me for that<br />
I can only blame myself<br />
I could blame the tobacco companies<br />
But I'm the one that smoked<br />
They only make a living selling them<br />
I could blame my mom and dad<br />
But they did the best they could do<br />
And so did I, goddamn it<br />
I could blame a god<br />
But I don't believe in that anymore<br />
There's no fucking god<br />
I've got a few months left<br />
They could be the worst months of my life<br />
If I let them try to enjoy them as much as I can<br />
I have no hope<br />
Early on, I hoped to be cured<br />
To be that one in 100<br />
That lung cancer survived<br />
I'm not that lucky though<br />
My luck ran out when my brother gave me the coffin nails<br />
When I was 9<br />
I can only blame myself<br />
I could blame the tobacco companies<br />
But I'm the one that smoked<br />
They only make a living selling them<br />
I can only fucking blame myself