98 MUTE - Painkiller lyrics

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Insecurity- this time it's got the best of me.<br>Apathy- this time I think it's killing me.<br>Try to scream- but I can't make any noise.<br>Try to breathe- but the breath has lost my voice.<br>There has got to be a better way.<br>Some way to get rid of this fucking pain.<br>Is my future in a razor blade? <br>Sometimes suicide isn't so insane.<br>Bad memories- so I drink to forget.<br>But you see- all I lose is self respect.<br>No control- no more goals and no more aim.<br>Blackened soul- everyday it feels the same.<br>Can't face the boredom that everyday brings.<br>I'm feeling guilty for an uncommitted crime.<br>Left dangling from a puppeteer's strings.<br>My body's free but my mind is doing time.<br>Suicide- everyday a soul is lost.<br>Justified- I think I'll carry my own cross.<br>Bedside note- sory mother if you cry.<br>But life's a joke- so I think today, I'll just lay down and die.