Hotel Books - Constant Conclusions lyrics

rate me

This is what I said to myself in a deep dream

There’s a relief that belief is all inside of me

And not tryna sleep, but it will bleed a brief shred of grief

Followed by a chase to break free

As I chase this cripplin' desire to understand the fire

In ur eyes, with time I’ll try to realize that you’re the love I need

But then I find this hope inside when I finally cross these wires

Not so I die but so my brain will fry so I will be dulled down

Enough to believe ur lies. When u cross the t’s and dot the i’s

And I’ll believe u, becos' I could see through the rescue

And saw a familiar bleak view when I broke my neck to see ova the fence

Just to see how green the grass on the other side is

But I know good and well these self help, pity party depths of hell

Chasin' a burnin' desire like whisky down ur throat

Drownin' out the fact the facts are in and it’s still a no

But I can’t let go becos' this echoin' promise of hope is deep inside

Of this confusion with me, I know

but soon I will let go, and I will do what I can to let love take control

I will do what I can to let this love take control

Confusion of who u need me to be has stricken me

But love has no weapons, and love is neva fightin'

So why are we when love was the original intention of this home that we built in our sleep?

(Outro x2)

Every night I lie awake, and I know my heart will break

But what hurts the most is knowin' it’s happenin' to u