This is what I said to myself in a deep dream
There’s a relief that belief is all inside of me 
And not tryna sleep, but it will bleed a brief shred of grief 
Followed by a chase to break free
As I chase this cripplin' desire to understand the fire
In ur eyes, with time I’ll try to realize that you’re the love I need

But then I find this hope inside when I finally cross these wires
Not so I die but so my brain will fry so I will be dulled down 
Enough to believe ur lies. When u cross the t’s and dot the i’s
And I’ll believe u, becos' I could see through the rescue 
And saw a familiar bleak view when I broke my neck to see ova the fence 
Just to see how green the grass on the other side is
But I know good and well these self help, pity party depths of hell
Chasin' a burnin' desire like whisky down ur throat
Drownin' out the fact the facts are in and it’s still a no
But I can’t let go becos' this echoin' promise of hope is deep inside 
Of this confusion with me, I know
but soon I will let go, and I will do what I can to let love take control
I will do what I can to let this love take control

Confusion of who u need me to be has stricken me
But love has no weapons, and love is neva fightin'
So why are we when love was the original intention of this home that we built in our sleep? 

(Outro x2)
Every night I lie awake, and I know my heart will break
But what hurts the most is knowin' it’s happenin' to u