Hopsin - Fort Collins lyrics

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Ft. Dizzy Wright

(Verse: Hopsin)

Yeah early 2014 I was on the Knock Madness tour

I was mad about it, I half-assed my album cause I really didn't know what I was rappin' for

I was goin' through a break up and that was hard

I wasn't in my right mind, nigga that's for sure

Every night I was prayin' and I would ask the Lord

To please give me strength, so I don't slam the door on my fans

But no luck I was stuck, even though a nigga had a plus size buzz

I didn't even know who the fuck I was

I tried so hard to see a plus side, but

I couldn't find the spark inside the dark

Even with my crew sayin' nice remarks

It felt like some darts were stuck inside my heart

I was thinkin' that a brand new life's the start

But I couldn't leave, I made a commitment

On my off time to fans and made it my business

So I started feelin' a gang of resentment

Flippin' on everybody when they didn't even did shit

I needed to go home and gather my thoughts

I didn't wanna suicide as the result

So the night at my Fort Collins show before I hit the stage

I left through the back for a walk and no one saw

I thought I was goin' up to the store to get a drink or sumething

And a voice told me to keep walkin'

And do not step foot on that stage for nothing

So I kept on walkin'

Then I camped out up in an abandoned house

I hated this rap shit and I hated my life

The spotlight does that when ya can't get out

(Hook: Hopsin)

Cause I been on this road, tryna get high from my low

Won't somebody tell me where to go, please cause I don't know

I might be crazy, livin' life like a circus ape that's strapped into a car seat

And I'm hopin' that ya'll can forgive me, Fort Collins I'm sorry

Fort Collins I'm sorry, Fort Collins I'm sorry

Fort Collins I'm sorry, Fort Collins I'm sorry

(Money and the fame)

It just doesn't feel so right lately

Don't know where I'm goin' tonight baby

It just doesn't feel so right

Don't know where I'm goin' tonight

Someone guide me to the light, please

(Verse 2: Hopsin)

I got a girl back home, yeah

God know she the sweetest thing on earth

I can't sleep on her

But there's too many women on tour and I try not to cheat on her

Man, my options for pussy are unrealistic

There's bitches who'd give up a lung for this dick

My music believin' I'm fun and twisted

The average nigga would have fun with this shit, that's real

Here is a secret, ya don't have to keep it between ya and I

Upcomin' rappers who got to be tourin', I promise to roll with ya and eat ya alive

(Verse 3: Dizzy Wright)

But ya know that shit when ya rise

And by no surprise, I'm not goin' feed into the lies

No I'm not gonna say that ya wrong

But I'm not gon' say that ya right, it's hard to keep quiet

When all I do was hold ya down

Fight on ya now when I feel like I know ya now

I know ya had a little doubt, but to hop off stage and find out

Ya done walked out, and ya not takin' nobody calls

Ya don't wanna deal with it

But I'm lookin' at these fans like damn there's a lot of ya'll

Ya got me trippin' with the bodyguard

Like 'Nigga, how the fuck ya lose the headliner?'

Now I don't care that ya left the show

I just wish ya would have let me know

Cause I don't ya if you've been kidnapped

Or know somebody from the city where they live at

But, the way ya went about it make it hard for me to feel bad

Honestly it made a nigga real mad

Cause I'm textin' ya like Hop the devil just testin' ya when

Fort Collins got respect for ya

And that's why the next day, ya was like

(Hook)