Heroin Diaries movie - X-Mas lyrics

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Song by Sixx:A.M.<br /><br>

Merry Christmas.<br>

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That's what people say at Christmas, right?<br>

Except normally they have someone to say it to. <br>

They have friends and family, <br>

And they haven't been crouched naked under a Christmas tree<br>

with a needle in their arm like an insane person in a mansion in Van Nuys. <br>

They're not out of their minds, they're not writing in a diary, <br>

And they're definitely not watching their holiday spirit coagulate in a spoon. <br>

I didn't speak to a single person today.<br>

I figured why should I ruin their fucking Christmas.<br>

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I've started a new diary and this time I have a few new reasons. <br>

One, I have no friends left. <br>

Two, so I can read back and remember what I did the day before. <br>

And three, so if I die, at least I leave a nice little suicide note of my life.<br>

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It's just me and you, diary. Welcome to my fucked up life.<br>

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Nobody would believe the shit that happens in my head, it's haunted. <br>

Now that I've come down from the drugs<br>

it seems like a sick play that I saw in a theater somewhere. <br>

Thirty minutes ago, I could've killed someone. <br>

Or better yet, myself.<br>

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