Painful thoughts in my mind 
when I think about the times when I liked to you 
Tired of feeling spiteful 
Now I'm killing pride whenever we intertwine
Even though is merely ever and I blocked you from my mind
But it's hard! And I struggle on occasion 
Try to save my planet but it's feeling like a waste land
It's all getting twisted cause I've seen a couple trees
That are growing into a jungle in the middle of the street
Meaning I can breath and I'm tearing off the pages 
That I ever wrote down, with the ink slow down
But it's still in my skin, like a pretty tattoo
Every time I look the shading is kinda new
The faces are kinda cute and I'm thinking about the past
And it's feeling like a trap, so I gotta hand it back!

Chorus: 
Letters of my past
Written in the present with the naturalness of the future
Signed and delivered,
Hope you get to read it with a clearest sense of mind
With the highest and support 
While you're scrolling through the times
Cause it hurt! But the past is the past for a reason
Gotta keep on breathing!
Letters of my past
Written in the present with the naturalness of the future
Signed and delivered,
Hope you get to read it with a clearest sense of mind
With the highest and support 
While you're scrolling through the times
Cause it hurt! But the past is the past for a reason
Gotta keep on breathing!

Why did I like you?
Questions are irrelevant
Debating kind of questions that are testing my intelligence
And every situation that I played
And my television set meets death
And I have to reset!
Could it be your charm? 
Your innocence kind of over 
That illuminates around me whenever we fall in order
Or the long conversations and the short ones
You told me how you never thought chivalry still existed
In a quick minute, I'm feeling the blinks in it
Trying to make amends of a previous bad image
So I drive and I show, any pain to myself that I know
So I can let it go 
Like a portion of my past finally is over, 
But a part of me is sad!

Chorus: 
Letters of my past
Written in the present with the naturalness of the future
Signed and delivered,
Hope you get to read it with a clearest sense of mind
With the highest and support 
While you're scrolling through the times
Cause it hurt! But the past is the past for a reason
Gotta keep on breathing!
Letters of my past
Written in the present with the naturalness of the future
Signed and delivered,
Hope you get to read it with a clearest sense of mind
With the highest and support 
While you're scrolling through the times
Cause it hurt! But the past is the past for a reason
Gotta keep on breathing!

How did I not set a better set of fences
To prevent this kind of weapon that eventually kind of in it
Should have figured the ambivalence
Yeah, you were 19, 
But your mind state was on another kind of planet!
Now I really feel it, I'm looking back at a stranger
And the places that we visited it triggers a bit of danger
You said I treted you well, the best you ever had
Now you're leaving me, you said I come with baggage
And what this baggage is? It is the personality? 
It isn't how I treat you and it's not a class of chemistry
What it is is a language that I speak 
And the rode that I follow is a different type of artist
I answer to a higher call when I walk in
And I never thought it bothered you much often

Chorus: (x2)
Letters of my past
Written in the present with the naturalness of the future
Signed and delivered,
Hope you get to read it with a clearest sense of mind
With the highest and support 
While you're scrolling through the times
Cause it hurt! But the past is the past for a reason
Gotta keep on breathing!
Letters of my past
Written in the present with the naturalness of the future
Signed and delivered,
Hope you get to read it with a clearest sense of mind
With the highest and support 
While you're scrolling through the times
Cause it hurt! But the past is the past for a reason
Gotta keep on breathing!

                          Thanks to Miranda for correcting these lyrics