Giles - If I lyrics
rate meIf I <br />
If i was a young boy ready to die whould u bring pain whit tears <br />
Hoping i'd lurn to fly <br />
Hopin the angels whould bring me hope and pride so i couldnt say goodbye<br />
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But should i still b afraide but y im i afraide 2 die <br />
Why imi still afraide to live my life and grow up <br />
& right a letter to my unborn child unborn wife<br />
But evryday i try n try so hard that i cry.<br />
Its 'cause my brain is filled whit memories and shame <br />
Filled whit hope filled whit anygirl that whould show me her world.<br />
But fuck im already running out what ic got to say <br />
But plz god oh god my lord let me stay for a nother day<br />
If i had a nother way if i had a better mind <br />
Id lurn too pray on evrything iv got 2 say but hey iv got this far<br />
I know i might as well quit now i aint gon br a star <br />
Im gon drive a 1870 tempo shit whouldnt even get to the bar <br />
But IF I<br />
If i was a young boy ready to die whould u bring pain whit tears <br />
Hoping i'd lurn to fly <br />
Hopin the angels whould bring me hope and pride so i couldnt say goodbye<br />
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Evryday for me is a day whit tears sum i'd fear sum i whould say cheers <br />
Sumtimes i wanna quit and just be normal for a bit<br />
But i still try hard on evrything iv got into my heart <br />
Pumping 4.2.7 beats per sec as i let my head right <br />
Say if i whould stay alive and pray whould god give me he's hand <br />
& shake n take my priere 2 the last stand. <br />
Dear god what i do i do wrong what <br />
Can i do 2 make it true a nother song<br />
Thaty goes like this if i was a young boy ready to die whould u bring pain whit tears <br />
Hoping i'd lurn to fly <br />
Hopin the angels whould bring me hope and pride so i couldnt say goodbye<br />
"cha" fuck the world then take me to fucking hell i don't give a fuck...<br />
Click clack boom shit..but i still love you god it's time to gay goodbye <br />
"Bring me Home"