This is about severe pain<br />
That wrecks my brain<br />
And makes insane... <br />
This is about hemorrhage<br />
Which runs like wax<br />
I feel myself in narrow cage<br />
That everyday my substance locks<br />
I'm here listening to silence<br />
There everything wakes up in violence<br />
And I am falling dispersing by wind<br />
But everything here makes me clean<br />
<br />
I'm effusively crying monk<br />
That lost belief in god -<br />
I'm disillusioned! <br />
Absorbed by dark night's glutton<br />
I need some great infusion<br />
Raking the dust tortured by lust<br />
I'm taking out icons of past<br />
I'm hanging them in my new cage<br />
I'm reinforcing hemorrhage! <br />
I'm idolizing dead cruel gods<br />
Explaining them the gist of mud<br />
<br />
I put my arms on tumbledown crosses<br />
There withered flowers like a tender dosses<br />
And I confess that I forgot forefathers<br />
My tears like tar on white clean linen<br />
That is remain of their shining... of their dying<br />
And I'm resigning with the thorny path