FASHAWN - When She Calls lyrics

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When she called I had a knife to my wrist

Feelin like life ain't make sense

See I just quit my job

Sick of flippin burgers, and livin in my aunts garage

So I just let it drain

Sittin here drownin' in a bottle of Jim Beam

Thinkin to myself she was posed' to be my queen

Feel like a bad dream

And I just wanna wake up, walked in the house

Caught some niggas diggin her out, him and the spouse

Remember when we first confessed we loved on another

I was cool with her paps, she was tight with my mother

Crazy as it sounds, I think I still love her

Enough to take my own life, left me with nothin but a broken heart

Suicidal thoughts, a twelwe inch blade, real real sharp

Phone still ringin, so I picked up the call

Let go of the knife, let it drop to the floor

Damn

When I am sleepin (Some days I don't even wanna wake up, wake up, wake up)

When I am sleepin, I can not keep the knife

When I am sleepin (Some days I don't even wanna wake up, wake up, wake up)

When I am sleepin, I can not keep the knife

When she called he had a knife to his wrist

Contemplatin if life made sense

See he just quit his job

Sick of flippin burgers, and livin in a garage

So he just let it ring

Didn't even check the caller ID

Thought about his girlfriend cheatin on him

He caught her in a bed with another woman

And another man, couldn't understand

How you could crush a persons heart, in the palm of your hands

Now he's depressed, even thinkin suicidal

Like how you going from a lover to a rival

Bottle of yack, knife on his lap

Death on his mind, matter of time before he just snaps

But he answers the phone

It's his mother on the other end, pleatin that he needs to come home

He puts the knife down, at the sound of her voice

Hesatating bout makin that choice

Wrong or right

That phone call might have saved his life

He said to himself

When I am sleepin (Some days I don't even wanna wake up, wake up, wake up)

When I am sleepin, I can not keep the knife

When I am sleepin (Some days I don't even wanna wake up, wake up, wake up)

When I am sleepin, I can not keep the knife

She could have been his wife, he could have been her husband

Could've had a family, wonder where the love went

What caused her to be unfaithful

Was it him

Or the young stud that she met at the gym

Always kept the smile, Knew how to pretend

Never thought his life might come to an end

She Reflects on the days when they were best friends

But this is now

And that was then

She awakes to the news he committed suicide

Her heart dropped and she begins to cry

Thinking of their first kiss back in junior high

Didn't even get the chance to say goodbye

But it's because of her

He's no longer alive

Worst part about it

He never knew why

And everything he thought to be true was a lie

He died with her picture by her side and a letter that read

When I am sleepin (Some days I don't even wanna wake up, wake up, wake up)

When I am sleepin, I can not keep the knife

When I am sleepin (Some days I don't even wanna wake up, wake up, wake up)

When I am sleepin, I can not keep the knife

Thanks to Michael for correcting these lyrics

Thanks to Sags for correcting these lyrics