Eternia & Moss - To The Future lyrics

rate me

Hey yo, I admit to you, mom's raised me alone without a dude

so I got some issues

I could say I do, but before I do you should know some things that I have been through

Pops was not a nice dude, he tried to kill my mom this once time I was still in the womb

So does that make me the fool,

cause when I call him up now and then and say I love you is true

I left home at 15, was dating this dude 9 years older

it wasn't as weird as it seems

yeah, cause he treated me better than I have ever been

and to this day that fact's still the same yea

The same year I was assaulted with a gun

these dudes locked me in a room, molested me for fun

I swear I would scream or I run, if I told my Pops they done

but I thought of their mothers with dead sons and that's empathy

I wish I was cool, cause if I was I could have strip for a dollar

But I couldn't risk my soul so I didn't

I left school, came back finished, went to college, graduated with honors

but get this, memories my mind conveniently erases

strange homes alone got touch in strange places

that's why I freak out when you touch me and I'm screaming

I don't know it's you, it's just my past evil demons and they're plenty

They haunt me all the time, I ain't ready for love

I never knew who he was or what he meant me

So I look for him in all the wrong faces

Got used by more than one dude,

In fact, most of them was faking

So when you talk about making a life

I think about the 2 I killed already, it's too late for me right?

Yeah, you couldn't make me your wife, but why would you wanna

I got problems, so go on, go on, go on.<br />

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Thanks to Andrei

Thanks to Craige for correcting these lyrics