It's never so bad 
I believe that even now 
and though I feel so weird 
I keep hanging around 
 
no matter how long 
it's gonna pay off 
I can't think of something else 
 
I can't have a thought, a thought of my own 
I'm back in the red, alone 
 
I wasn't gonna pay up 
I wasn't gonna charge myself 
I wasn't gonna let you slide 
I wasn't gonna charge myself 
 
now that were both sides 
see through the same eyes 
I wasn't gonna charge myself