I been working and grinding
But feel it I’m loosing control
I be thinking, contemplating, I can’t take this shit no more
Maybe I should hit the bottom and I should just call it …
Cause the grind is straight from …
But it goes deeper, gets realer, when I listen to the demon inside
… but I … to always choke and swallow my pride
It’s my … trying to calm
Sipping on brown and sniffing on white
Living in hell cause it ain’t …
3 sheets to the wind again
Rejected, arrested, a … camera back to life again
Shooting on cops I’ma kill the…
Bashing on rocks I’ma feel it high
…can’t feel the pain inside
I’m sorry mama but I can’t work a 9 to 5
I … in the back, just hand over the knife this
Jesus peace to all my … 
So I’ma live like the devil be my witness
Gone till November, gone till November
This shit so strong will have you gone till November
No I ain’t fly but my head’s up in the clouds
So fly my feet will never touch the fucking ground
Never thought that I would be, so far from reality
Who is the man in the mirror staring right at me
I’m sorry I can’t be, I don’t recognize me
I’m about to fucking break down
When I break down, don’t act like you surprised
When I break down, the storm is on  the rise
When I break down, trust you gonna know
When I break down, I’ll bring you down off yours.