Early November - Session 8 lyrics

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-Well the next few years were probably the slowest,

Most uncomfortable years of my life.

I mean, they tried to make it easy, but they gave up pretty quickly.

I'm not gonna lie, I didn't make it easy on them either.

I could just never forgive them, you know.

But I'm the kind of person who believes that everything happens for a reason.

And you know I'm kinda glad that I was so miserable,

Counting down the days until I was eighteen.

You know, so I could leave.

'Cause the way it worked for me, there was this one day,

Where I was in the right place at the right time.

And now I'm not the type of person to just go get what I want.

I usually wait for it to casually come to me.

Something hit me that day like a ton of bricks.

I know it sounds cheesy, but I fell in love…

And that's what kept me there for the next few years.

I would have ran away if it wasn't for her.

Well it was just the same as anyday.

I was, looking to run far from the school.

And I was at the door, ready to go,

When I heard some books hit the floor.

So then I stopped, jaw dropped.

I said, "This must be love."

'Cause when I pulled myself together,

You were already gone.

I screamed, "Wait a minute!"

Listened to the voice in my head.

It said,”Kid you better run 'cause she's getting away with it.”

-So I chased after her running down the hallways.

When I caught up to her, I grabbed her arm,

And I actually just stood there, frozen, didn't know what to say.

But, I think she kinda felt the same thing so it worked out.

I felt like I finally had a reason to be happy, you know.

She would be the first person in my life who was completely honest with me.

I had a reason to trust.

When I was with her, it just felt like,

My problems with my parents didn't seem so big anymore.

Oh well, I just didn't care about them.