Dystopia - My meds arent working lyrics
rate meMy Meds Aren’t Working
By: Dystopia
My body still clings to life
Only my spirit has died inside so I pray
I pray for death every night but I keep waking up alive
I cut myself for infection
And I still spit at my reflection
I hate everything I am
I have my friends to thank for that
So…I keep taking my meds
And I do what my doctor says
I hate myself more everyday
I guess I’ll always be this way
I’ve learned that love is dead
And people just get fucked instead
And the while making friends
Just to fuck them in the end
Everyone I touch….infects me…
Cancer in flesh there’s death all around
Everyone I touch I infect them…black and dead is my heart
Alone…I’m not good when I’m alone
I pace and I tear at my skin and my hair
I burn myself for some relief
For a sick fucking joke of a life
The punch line is when I die…and come back as me
For eternity…just to fuck up everyday
And fail the ones that I love by being alive
I don’t know who I am anymore
A parasite in disguise
Searching for a piece of shit with all of you fucking maggots flies
Everyday I feel that I just can’t do anything right
I’m sorry if you know my name
I probably fucked up your life
GOODBYE!
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Thanks to Tyler Orman