Sometimes I wish that I could <br />
climb inside a cave and die<br />
Seems I can't get anywhere<br />
no matter how hard i try<br />
is there something deep inside me<br />
striving to explode and set me straight<br />
or am i just another hopeless victim<br />
who might never know his fate<br />
I don't know if i<br />
missed the buss to the right place<br />
but i'm wrong again<br />
and that always seems to be the case<br />
when will i figure out<br />
just what i need<br />
to get my head out of the past<br />
I dont know why I dwell <br />
on all the stupid shit i've ever done<br />
instead of living<br />
I'm just shutting out everyone<br />
I rot away inside these pages <br />
talking only to myself<br />
the demon thats inside me rages<br />
praying on my mental health<br />
I don't know if i<br />
missed the buss to the right place<br />
but i'm wrong again<br />
and that always seems to be the case<br />
when will i figure out<br />
just what i need<br />
to get my head out of the past<br />
I just can't get myself out of this rut i fell into<br />
I just can't get myself out of this rut I fell into<br />
I need to stop wasting my time<br />
(I just can't...)<br />
Sending my brain to outer space<br />
(get myself)<br />
Before I start to loose my mind<br />
(out of this rut)<br />
I better find my place<br />
(i fell into)<br />
I need to stop wasting my time<br />
Sending my brain to outer space<br />
Before I start to loose my mind<br />
I better find my place