Deestylistic - Hard To Love A Gangsta lyrics

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chorus:

baby you know it's hella hard for me to love a gangsta

(hard for u to love a gangsta)

your makin me full of misery and all this anger

(full of misery and anger)

I can't never turn my cheek and call you a stranger

(turn my cheek and call you stranger)

baby you know it's hella hard for me to love a gangsta

(hard for you to love a gangsta)

verse 1:

time is in the winds slowly drifting apart

each and everyday's taking away my heart

'til there's nothin left but memories

fillin up inside like heavy rain

'til it opens up and drizzle down

thats when you'll understand my pain

out in the streets with my boys

we were ghetto ballin even if we unemployed

we all had it rough through the ghetto years

had plenty but wasn't that enough

caught up in your love

and you didn't even caught my bluff

drippin tears streamin down your eyes

left your heart, broken promise, lies

think about me in despise

we can wonder why

time change like everything

relationships rearrange

love is like our wealth

people willin to cheat

nothin strange you act 'round me

the cycle of peace

I wanna give you love

but never knew what it was

if I did I would part the clouds and let the sun shine

hold you tight and appreciate you for being mine

Chorus

verse 2:

through gangbangin daddy I have never complained

I'd be half you as my man but your heart I could attain

but it's too late and now I'm in over my head

I'm prayin each day that you wont lie with the dead

but I'm in love with a gangsta that's the way that it go

down when you had money, I was down when you was broke

no matter situation I was there by your side

cryed and pushed and full of tears from my dark brown eyes

so what's it gonna take for you to open up to me

swallow your pride and spend some time with me

it's hard to love a gangsta I can clearly see

leave your boy fo' a day and tell me you needed me

it's 5 in the mornin and you still aint home

you out with your boys in the streets alone

somethin inside is tellin me that somethin might be wrong

im pagin, no message you aint pickin up your phone

what am I to do when I got a thug for a man?

there's so many things that it's hard to comprehend

I know I've always wanted a thug in my life

but this pain's inflicting me like a sharp knife

Chorus

verse 3:

livin this life as a thug aint easy

hard to find a girl in this world to please me

so I give my soul to you

you give your soul to me

even though I'm never around

I'm always with the boys puttin it down

got you waitin, catchin kisses

I know it's hard to love a G

but even though I put you through all this misery

you still here waitin for me

and sometimes I wonder why

all the bullshit I got you through

have you feelin the blues

in you I'll still stay true

you never trip, never threw a fit

that's why I give you my heart girl

never find a lady like you in this world

you's my gangsta queen, I'm your king

you's my girl, you's my everything

my life's soul, life without you feels so cold

I'm just lettin you know I'm always gonna be right here

never leave your side so show no fear

you always show me that you care

that's why you my downass shorty for life

you's my girl, you's my shorty, you's my wife

Chorus(x2)