{david-Verse 1}....<br />
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I smoke a blunt to take the pain out<br />
And if I wasn't high, I'd probably try to blow my brains out........<br />
(I'm hopeless), they shoulda killed me as a baby<br />
And now they got me trapped in the storm, I'm goin crazy.........<br />
(Forgive me); they wanna see me in my casket<br />
and if I don't blast I'll be the victim of them bastards<br />
I'm losin hope, they got me stressin, can the Lord forgive me<br />
Got the spirit of a thug in me<br />
Another sip of that drink, this Hennessey got me queasy<br />
Don't wanna hurl, young nigga take it easy<br />
Picture your dreams on a triple beam, and it seems<br />
don't underestimate the power of a<br />
fean<br />
To my homies on the block<br />
slangin rocks with your glocks put this tape in your box<br />
When you're runnin from the cops -- and never look back<br />
If they could be black, then they would switch<br />
Open fire on them busta-a$$ bit**s, .. .<br />
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(david-Verse2}.....<br />
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I wonder if the Lord will forgive me and bury me a G<br />
I couldn't let my adversaries worry me<br />
and every single day it's a test, wear a bulletproof vest<br />
and still a ni99a stressin over death<br />
If I could choose when a ni99a die, figure I'd<br />
take a puff on the blunt, and let my trigga fly<br />
When everyday it's another death, with every breath,<br />
it's a constant threat, so watch yo' step!<br />
You could be next if you want to, who do you run to?<br />
Murderin ni99az, look what it's come to<br />
My memories bring me misery, and life is hard <br />
in the ghetto, it's insanity, I can't breath<br />
Got me thinkin, what do Hell got?<br />
Cause I done suffered so much, I'm feelin shell-shocked.....<br />
And driveby's an everyday thang<br />
I done lost too many homies to this motherf**ken game<br />
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(david-Verse3}<br />
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F**k the five-oh cause they after me<br />
Kill me if they could, I'll never let em capture me<br />
Done lost too many ni99az to this gangbangin<br />
Homies died in my arms, with his brains hangin, f**ked up!<br />
I had to tell him it was alright, and that's a lie<br />
and he knew it when he shook and died, (my God)<br />
Even though I know I'm wrong man<br />
Hennessey make a ni99a think he strong, man <br />
I can't sleep, so I stay up, don't wanna f**k them bit**s <br />
Try to calm me down, I ain't givin up<br />
I'm gettin lost in the weed, man, gettin high<br />
Livin everyday, like I'm gon' die  (Gnonna die ganna die)<br />
I smoke a blunt to take the pain out, and if I wasn't high<br />
probably try to blow my brains out<br />
....Lord knows...