It’s still there, always
It’s still there, always
It’s still there, always
It’s still there, 

All of your things are still here
Half empty … some bottles with your name on them
…the box, some more hidden in the night stand drawer
Beside your bed
All of your clothes are still there
Along with your hair in your comb
And your jewelry, the wrist bands that you would wear
To …arthritic pain, 
All of the gifts that I bought you still sit there
And move, just waiting for someone to come and steal them I guess
I look at the pictures and get the grab on the intangible elements captured inside the ...
Where is the …your name, phone calls from foreign lands still asking for you
There is some data base you still exist
Yes it’s some data base in space you still exist
And nothing is changed
No nothing is changed

I don’t need … the grief, built a tomb for it
And only visit it sometimes
Literally repress it and act as if it is constantly
Pressing for me against every action I take
The same guy that all over prescribe these pills
Almost caused my demise 
He was more…when he wrote the prescription
That almost took me
Because all of your things including your presence
Are still here, your lipstick still sits
In the second drawer, bathroom
In the cabinet, behind the mirror where you left it
Where you left it.