Is this coming to an end?<br />
I've seen the writings for years now<br />
I've always tried to send this message<br />
To all, but it seems like I've failed<br />
<br />
Broken, torn and misled<br />
By the thoughts in my head<br />
Seems like all that I see<br />
Takes a hold of me<br />
<br />
I can't fight this desert in my heart<br />
Left behind by the ones that I love<br />
I would fly to the end<br />
If they could only see<br />
Just look at me<br />
<br />
Thee are voices in my head<br />
I do not know if they're real or not<br />
I remember what they said<br />
"Take all your fears<br />
And turn them into hate"<br />
They are trying to pull me down<br />
Tearing and ripping, confusing me<br />
If only someone could help<br />
I've prayed for so long<br />
Still they don't see, don't hear me<br />
<br />
Facing ground just once more<br />
Wondering what it's all for<br />
Nothing I could foresee<br />
It takes a hold of me<br />
<br />
I can't fight this desert in my heart<br />
Left behind by the ones that I love<br />
I will fly to the end<br />
If you'd only believe me<br />
Well look and see<br />
<br />
"These words now left with you, <br />
Were too hard for me to say alive<br />
I never meant to go this way, but in the<br />
End I was facing too much for me to bear.<br />
Forgive me just this once, 'cause life has<br />
Done me wrong. I feel, I've been set aside<br />
So quietly I walk..."<br />
<br />
And darkness turns into light<br />
And warmth now fills my soul<br />
<br />
I have found a stillness in my heart<br />
Left the past behind<br />
With the ones that I love<br />
I can fly to the end, can you finally see<br />
Now look at me...