Church - Now I Wonder Why lyrics
rate meIn a moment of triumph, I find defeat uncontrolled<br />
In the second of honor, a despair sharp and old<br />
She gives me a taste, please show me some etiquette<br />
I wasn't looking for you and I don't want to find you yet<br />
At an uncurtained window, in a street full of rooms<br />
Watching the gardens, and pursuing the blooms<br />
This world is so white, they never see me anymore<br />
But I trusted you then, and I'm trusting you still<br />
It's just that I'm not quite sure<br />
Now I wonder why, I thought I could ever lose<br />
But the gain is hardly what I'd choose<br />
Now I wonder why<br />
It was somebody, a woman, it was a delicate crime<br />
And I've been waiting for ages, yes I've been here all the time<br />
There was this greed in my blood, she let me take the easy way<br />
She helps me hide the vagabond, that was myself yesterday<br />
And after the acting, I found that I couldn't sleep<br />
And during my drifting, I found that I was too deep<br />
By the virtue of faith<br />
I knew that I could be lost<br />
Beyond this dark place<br />
Unprepared to pay the cost