Chris Webb - Old Friend lyrics
rate me(Intro)
When a person leaves the sinful path to walk a righteous one
They leave behind many things, sometimes they have to leave behind people.
This is the story about facing one of them
- Aye, yo, Chriss Webb, wassup, man?
- How ya been, wassup?
(Verse)
Thought that God forgave my sins, till I ran into you
Your face reminded me of all the bad I used to do
Old friend, where you been is what you say
You seen my Twitter changed so you know that I been made new
He don't understand it, I'm scared to explain
How do I tell the dude I sinned with that God took my pain?
Tryna relay it verbally, it's a spiritual change
You had to see, the only thing consistent is I look the same
But I'm not the same, so why do I feel condemned?
Feel like you talk about my past, and I'm ashamed of it
The old days of broke brains and champagne stomachs
I Got so used to thinkin' that I neva came from it
But when I saw you it brought me back, like a heart attack
And a heart that's fat, you askin' me to spark it back
And I'm too scared to know whether or not I have the strength to resist
And not hit it, that's why I had never called you back
Now you back, so man, where do I start?
You knew me as a hypocrite before, it breaks my heart
You saw me say it and not live it, make a poem and contradict it
With my constant sinnin' I've torn my witness apart
I guess I say I let you down and you ain't even know
You looked up to me for the truth and I ain't let it show
Oh, boy, I'm rooted to the spot, hot like a boiling pot,
My failings are in my face so here we go!
Yeah, I'm good, mane, how's your hood, mane?
Oh that one girl, no i don't talk to her, God give me the courage to cut him off
Holy Spirit, gimme words to say and take me out this dark sewer
Let him understand, lemme plant a seed
Why can't , Why can't I think, Why can't I breathe?
Why can't I tell him that Jesus is now my everything?
I was blind, now I see, my heart's free and all my sins redeemed
God has not given me a spirit of fear, yet cowardice is here
It's facing me loud and clear, it's like I'm on trial, on stage and he shines his spotlight
And i'm stuck in headlights like I was a deer
And I know he ain't got a hell to put me in
And I know hell is what he is probably lookin' at
And I know this was probably set up by the Lord
For him to see me walkin' straight, though I was once a crooked man
And I believe it and receive it that it is my Father's plan
And of course he seein' me do something, he's sinkin' in the sand.
Now if I share my faith I can help change my brother's fate.
Yo, if apostle Paul was here then he would be like 'that's the plan,go do it, with no music, with no pastor, He don't need it yet, he need God, the text comes after.'
He's not happy, I got joy, I'll share with my boy
And I be real, cause I don't need a Christian ploy to share my faith
Ok, I'mma share my faith. yo, What time is it?!
You say it's gettin' late, you say you gotta leave,
Hold up, homie, wait! Befo' you walk away, I got smth I gotta say
Aye, man, yo, listen, aye, I became a Christian
As you know, my life befo' was one big dummy mission
My heart was burnin' slow like all the J's we used to roll
But I let Jesus take control and then I lost my taste for sinnin'
Jesus made me new. Why are you laughin', dude?
Yeah, I'm serious, I'm not delirious
I know you curious, bruh I changed my life
Cause everything I had was stupid if I wasn't having Christ
Even with the girl's numbers in my phone
And even with the name brand designer clothes
And even if I had a million dolla home,
We wasn't made to be without the one who made us and who gave us life
I was like Kanye, I was the God I loved
And God was tryna teach me but I never learned enough
I should have learned to trust Him when I went through crazy stuff
Like Kanye should have learned silence while his mouth was wide shut
I was a punk, you remember, no matter what I couldn't get right
My faith got stole worse than ghetto kid's bikes
Was empty till the dude introduced me to his Christ
Now i'm full and I feel finer than Robin Thicke's wife
Jesus loves you, man, and he wants you to be a part of His master plan
You dead without Him, He'll give you life if you take His hand
He could take your sin and give you the gut to take a stand
Do you wanna meet Him, do you wanna greet Him?
Do you think you need Him? Do you wanna be Him?
Think about it!
Thanks to Crazy Wolf for correcting these lyrics