Cex - Kill Me lyrics
rate mei want you to find me<br />
but i don't want you to touch me<br />
seems so disgusting<br />
to be handled like a doll<br />
i'm not trying to be dramatic<br />
i'm trying to be nothing<br />
so when you find i've finally done it<br />
please burn me where i lay<br />
<br />
things aren't getting any better<br />
things are only getting worse<br />
i'll apologize for the mess of my life<br />
for the rest of my life, forever<br />
unless you promise, promise to kill me first<br />
<br />
i want you to find me<br />
but i don't want a big party<br />
hiding my body in the ground<br />
so your version of the story is safe for the rest of your lives<br />
i'm crying for attention<br />
i'm done<br />
i'm trying to resign<br />
so when you find i've finally done it<br />
forget my name and set my stupid fucking corpse on fire<br />
<br />
i'm not afraid<br />
why should i be?<br />
i've got all my friends from baltimore right here with me<br />
i'm not afraid<br />
why should i be?<br />
i've got all my friends from highschool right here with me<br />
<br />
eventually i'll have to take them <br />
on my break if i don't shake less<br />
empty hands. the fire's left<br />
they can't quite fight with their old strength<br />
i'm so tired<br />
i'm torn up<br />
it's over now<br />
you can make me normal<br />
<br />
your eyes are broken<br />
you must lose them<br />
take the pills<br />
kill the delusions<br />
you can't see it's adaquate<br />
so swallow while you can't fix<br />
<br />
i havn't shaken in what seems like forever<br />
i have let go of all my old obsessions<br />
i'm healthy i am better<br />
there's no more songs so when i'm dead and gone<br />
i know it won't be the new me they rememeber<br />
but i don't need my eyes to see<br />
my eyes have only lied to me<br />
recognize the time for quitting<br />
and your vision will outlive them all