Cex - Kill Me lyrics

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i want you to find me<br />

but i don't want you to touch me<br />

seems so disgusting<br />

to be handled like a doll<br />

i'm not trying to be dramatic<br />

i'm trying to be nothing<br />

so when you find i've finally done it<br />

please burn me where i lay<br />

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things aren't getting any better<br />

things are only getting worse<br />

i'll apologize for the mess of my life<br />

for the rest of my life, forever<br />

unless you promise, promise to kill me first<br />

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i want you to find me<br />

but i don't want a big party<br />

hiding my body in the ground<br />

so your version of the story is safe for the rest of your lives<br />

i'm crying for attention<br />

i'm done<br />

i'm trying to resign<br />

so when you find i've finally done it<br />

forget my name and set my stupid fucking corpse on fire<br />

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i'm not afraid<br />

why should i be?<br />

i've got all my friends from baltimore right here with me<br />

i'm not afraid<br />

why should i be?<br />

i've got all my friends from highschool right here with me<br />

<br />

eventually i'll have to take them <br />

on my break if i don't shake less<br />

empty hands. the fire's left<br />

they can't quite fight with their old strength<br />

i'm so tired<br />

i'm torn up<br />

it's over now<br />

you can make me normal<br />

<br />

your eyes are broken<br />

you must lose them<br />

take the pills<br />

kill the delusions<br />

you can't see it's adaquate<br />

so swallow while you can't fix<br />

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i havn't shaken in what seems like forever<br />

i have let go of all my old obsessions<br />

i'm healthy i am better<br />

there's no more songs so when i'm dead and gone<br />

i know it won't be the new me they rememeber<br />

but i don't need my eyes to see<br />

my eyes have only lied to me<br />

recognize the time for quitting<br />

and your vision will outlive them all